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Kuchokera mu MD omwe adatsimikiza kuti anali ndi zolaula-adayambitsa ED

Ndataya chibwenzi changa koma ndapeza dera lino… Moni kuchokera kwa membala watsopano komanso MD yemwe adadziwonera yekha zomwe azachipatala samakuphunzitsani za kuopsa kwa zolaula

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Moni wanga wowona mtima kwa anyamata onse pano! Ndikupempha anthu amderali kuti andithandizire, ndipo ndimafuna kudziwonetsera ndekha komanso mavuto anga. Ndine 33, wathanzi, dokotala yemwe wangomaliza kumene maphunziro anga ... ndipo kwa miyezi 6 yapitayi ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi ED ndi DE zomwe pamapeto pake zidanditsogolera kuzindikira kuti zolaula komanso zodzidzimutsa zawononga ubale wanga waposachedwa. Kumwalira kwa bwenzi langa mwezi watha chifukwa chosowa "kapangidwe kathupi" monga adanenera ... kuthekera kwanga kumusangalatsa, monga ndikunena ... kudang'amba mtima wanga pakati ndikundipangitsa kumva ngati kachigawo kakang'ono ka mamuna, koma panthawiyi zidandikakamiza kuti ndiziyang'ane ndekha ndikuzindikira kuti zizolowezi zanga komanso njira zothanirana nazo zaka 15-20 zapitazi za moyo wanga zandigwira… ndipo ndiyenera kumenya nkhondo molimbika ngati ndikufuna kuti ndidzichotse m'phompho ili lamankhwala amisili kuti ndikhale wathanzi, wathanzi, komanso wosangalatsa moyo wogonana komanso ubale wabwino mtsogolo.

Ngakhale madokotala amadziwa zochuluka za thupi la munthu, palinso zochitika zina zomwe sizinachitikebe mu thumba la chidziwitso. Kuopsa kwa PMO ndi chizoloŵezi chokwiya sikunali kofala. Ngakhale kuti ndine dokotala, sindinadziwepo za iwo kapena ndinazindikira kuti iwo akufotokozedwa bwino momwe aliri pa intaneti ndi apainiya monga thybrainonporn.com ndi mudzi wa nofap. (Wokondedwa wanga, yemwe ali ndi MD, analibe chidziwitso.) Chimene ndimadziwa chinali chakuti sindinali wokondwa, ndipo sindinayambe ndakhalapo pa nthawi yogonana ndi chibwenzi ndi akazi.

Mosasamala kuti ndinagona ndi amayi oposa khumi, ena mwa iwo anali okongola kwambiri, ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuyambira pamene ndinapeza zolaula za VHS pamene ndinali 12-13. Osachepera 3-4 kamodzi pa sabata kuchokera kusukulu ya sekondale, ndagwiritsa ntchito MO kukhala bwino, komanso nthawi zambiri PMO. Pamene zipangizo zamakono zinapindula ndipo pamene maphunziro a zapadera zanga anali okhudzidwa kwambiri komanso kuti mizinda yosamukasamuka ikhale yambiri ndipo inali ndi njira yolumikizana, zolaula zanga zowonjezereka. Pakati pa maubwenzi okhudzana ndi chiwerewere amachititsa kuti anthu asamacheze (kumangowonjezera chikhalidwe cha maubwenzi poyamba, ndipo pakapita nthawi ndikuwatsitsimutsa monga momwe ndakhalira ndi chibwenzi changa chaposachedwapa chomwe chinalephera masabata a 3 apitawo) Pakati pa abwenzi ndimakhala ndi chizoloŵezi changa kuti ndikhale wabwino, ngakhale ngakhale kusowa kwa ubale wapamtima ndi mkazi nthawi zonse kunkapweteka mtima wanga ndipo kunandipangitsa kukhala wosadzikayikira komanso wopanda munthu. Nthawi zina zinali zovuta kapena ndinali ndi mipata yaitali pakati pa abwenzi, ndinkachita zolaula kwambiri. Ndipo pokhala ndi chitukuko cha teknoloji m'zaka zapitazi za 20, kukula kwa vutoli kunakula ndikukula. Zaka za 15 zapitazo intaneti inaletsa mosavuta zojambula, ndipo ndinayambanso kusunga zolaula ngati zinali chakudya komanso nkhondo ya nyukiliya inali pafupi kuyamba. Zaka za 10 zapitazo DVD inkalakalaka ikukula kwambiri, ndipo ndinayambitsa DVD. Ndiye pamene zolaula za pa intaneti zaka zingapo zapitazo zidapanga laibulale yamtundu wa digito ndipo umboni wa zovuta ndi ma diski sizinatheke, ndinatayika zonse ndikungoyamba webusaitiyi yomwe inandipatsa chirichonse chomwe ndinkafuna, nthawi iliyonse, mu HD.

Inde, kulephera kwanga kudakulirakulira pakapita nthawi. Kuthamangitsidwa mochedwa chinali chizindikiro chokhacho pazaka khumi zoyambirira, koma m'zaka zapitazi za 5 ndidazindikira kuti kuthekera kwanga kunyamula atsikana kunachepa ndikudzidalira komwe ndimakhala nako. Ndipo zizolowezi zanga zidayamba kundigwira makamaka m'miyezi yapitayi ya 18… kumwalira kwa wachibale ndikuwonongeka kudachitika chilimwe chatha, ndipo ndidadalira PMO kuti andipangitse kumva bwino kwa miyezi 4-5. Izi zidakwera mpaka nthawi yayitali, komanso kangapo patsiku, ndimalo olipirira ochulukirapo komanso mtundu wa HD womwe ndimatha kusintha ndikusindikiza ndi FF ndikubwezeretsanso ndikusinthana atsikana kwakanthawi, ndikuzolowera dziko lachisoni komanso losungulumwa la PMO … Ndinayamwa ngalande ija ndipo sindinazindikire kuti zimachitika.

Kenako mphindi yabwino m'moyo wanga idachitika. Ndinakumana ndi mtsikana kuntchito. Iye anali dokotala nayenso. Anali wokongola komanso wokongola komanso woseketsa ndipo tinadina nthawi yomweyo ndikuseka, tinkakhala limodzi mphindi zonse limodzi ngati abwenzi ndipo pamapeto pake ndinamuuza kuti ndimamupenga ndipo tidayamba chibwenzi miyezi 6 yapitayo. Uku kunali kulumikizana modabwitsa, msungwana woyamba m'moyo wanga ndimamva kuti ndikhoza kukhala ndi tsogolo. Ndipo zinali zodabwitsa, mpaka tinayesa kugonana. Kugonana kuyamwa !!! Dick wanga adayamba kuyenda, panthawi yogonana, kapena ndikadachedwa kuchepa (kuganiza mopusa kuti nditha kukhala nthawi yayitali, yomwe iyenera kukhala bonasi ... koma GF yanga idadana kuti sindingathe kuchita nawo zachiwerewere). Ngakhale analinso MD, ndipo samadziwa zomwe zinali zovuta kwa ine chifukwa amadziwa kuti ndinali wachichepere kwambiri pamavuto amtundu wa magazi mbolo yanga (zomwe zimayambitsa ED mwa amuna achikulire). Poyamba ndimaganiza kuti ndikudandaula kuchokera kuubwenzi watsopanowu, ndiye ndimaganiza kuti ndikupsinjika mayeso omwe akubwera. Ndipo ndidamutsimikizira kuti zikhala bwino ndipo amabisala kuti anali womvetsa chisoni kuteteza malingaliro anga pomwe ndimaphunzira mayeso akulu kwambiri.

Mphindi yanga ya Eureka atabwera kudzandichezera pambuyo pa mayeso atatha masabata a 2 kuchokera kwa iye, ndipo ndidayamba kuyenda nthawi yogonana! Zinamukhumudwitsa, ndipo adadumphira pakama nati sangachitenso m'mawa ndikupita kukasamba. Wopwetekedwa ndikukanidwa, ngati mwana womata bulangeti, ndidatambasula foni yanga, ndikulowa patsamba lawebusayiti, ndikuwonetsa zolaula za HD ndikukhala ndi 100% yolimba nthawi yomweyo ndikubwera masekondi 30. Ndipo pamene ma endorphin amazimiririka, ndimamumva akusamba kuseri kwa khoma, ndipo mtima wanga udagwa chifukwa sindinathe kukhala naye paubwenzi… ndipo ndidadziwa kuti china chake sichili bwino kwenikweni. Tidabweranso kwa milungu ingapo, ndipo nditandibwezera zidachitikanso masabata a 3 apitawo (ndimagwiritsabe ntchito zolaula, osadziwa chifukwa chomwe zimachitikira) ndipo adandisiya. Zinandipweteka kwambiri. Ndinakhala pakama masiku awiri ndikufufuza zonse zomwe ndingathe pamutuwu, zomwe zidanditsogolera kwa inu nonse anthu abwino komanso gulu lothandizirali, komanso wophunzitsira moyo wodzipereka kuvutoli, ndipo ndikamawerenga zonsezi babu adapita m'mutu mwanga. Ndinayesera kufotokozera bwenzi langa zomwe zinali kuchitika, koma anati ndimakhala wopenga, sindinamupeze wokongola, atha kukhala wamisili, ndipo sangakhale pachibwenzi ndi ine kunja kwaubwenzi. Kotero ine ndinamudula iye. Ndipo tsopano ndili ndekha, ndipo ndili nanu nonse, ndipo ndikuyenera kutsimikizira ndekha kuti nditha kukhala masiku 90.

Pepani pa positi yotalika. Ndidzayesa kutumiza zinthu zochepa tsiku ndi tsiku kwa masiku otsatirawa a 90.

Kugonana ndi wina yemwe ali ndi vuto la PMO kunandichititsa kuzindikira kuti ndikufunikira kuti izi zitheke

Ndinazindikira patadutsa chaka chapitacho kuti ndimachita PMO mochuluka kwambiri, ndipo zimakhudza moyo wanga wogonana komanso wachikondi. Ndine mwamuna wokongola kwambiri, yemwe samalimbana ndikulankhula ndi amuna omwe ndimawakonda, koma ndimalolera kuti zinthu zizitengeka. Nditachepetsa PMO (mwatsoka, mzere wanga wautali kwambiri unali masiku a 10 okha) ndimagonana kwambiri ndi anyamata ambiri, chifukwa chake ndimaganiza kuti mwina ndilibe vuto, ndikuti kudziyesa ndikofunikira.

Komabe, miyezi ingapo yapitayi sindinachite izi mopitirira muyeso, ndipo usiku watha ndinagonana ndi mnyamata yemwe adandivomereza kuti amasewera maliseche nthawi zosachepera 5 patsiku. Mosakayikira, sizinayende bwino. Panali zovuta zakukomoka, kukhumudwitsidwa, ndipo tonsefe sitimva bwino tokha tikakumana. Sizingatheke kuti ndidzalankhulanso ndi munthuyu.

Ndikuganiza kuti ndi nthawi yoyesanso kuyambiranso. Ndikudziwa kuti ndimakonda kugonana kuposa kuseweretsa maliseche, komabe pazifukwa zina, ndimadzipeza ndikutuluka m'malo mogona ndi anyamata omwe ali ndi chidwi, ndipo izi sizabwino. Kugonana kuyenera kukhala njira yabwino kwambiri, ndipo ndiyenera kusiya kusankha PMO kuti ndikhale nayo. Nthawi zina ndimakhala ndi nkhawa ndikadziwa kuti zogonana zichitika ndi mnzanga watsopano, ndipo zimasokonekera ndi ine, chifukwa chake ndimasankha PMO chifukwa palibe nkhawa poyang'ana zenera. Ndazindikira kuti zinthu zomwe zimakupangitsani kukhala ndi nkhawa pang'ono ndizabwino kwa inu, ndipo zimapindulitsa pamapeto pake.

Chibwenzi chimayang'ana zolaula ndipo chimapha moyo wathu wogonana

Apa palibe kupita. Ndikupepesa chifukwa cha ndakatulo yakaleyi, koma sindinasinthe.

Nayi chidule ngati simukufuna kuwerenga zonse:

  1. Tili kumapeto kwa 20s
  2. Pamodzi pafupi zaka 2
  3. Chikondi chachikulu kwambiri
  4. Pamene tigonana ndibwino
  5. Chibwenzi amangoona zolaula m'malo mogonana ndi ine.
  6. Ndinasokonezeka maganizo, ndikumuuza kuti sindingakhale ndi chiwerewere
  7. Anasiya kuonera zolaula pa masabata a 6
  8. Mkhalidwe wogonana sunasinthe
  9. Anangokhala akunama, ndipo adaonerera zolaula (nthawi zokha za 3-4 m'masabata ena a 6)
  10. Anali wamanyazi kwambiri, ndipo adakhumudwa kuti adandinamiza, ndipo tidakambirana momasuka, pomwe ndidamuwuza kuti sayenera kuchita manyazi ndipo atha kumandilankhula za zolephera zake ndipo titha kuzithetsa
  11. Sindikutsutsana ndi zolaula nthawi zina, koma kuledzera ndiko kupha moyo wathu wa kugonana ndi ubale wathu.
  12. Ndabwera chifukwa ndimamukonda kwambiri ndipo ndikufuna kumuthandiza, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti amafunanso chimodzimodzi, koma sindikudziwa momwe ndingachitire.

Moni, ndakhala ndikuwerenga ulusiwu kwa kanthawi, ndipo ndikufuna kupeza maganizo anu pa izi. Malangizo alionse amayamikira.

Chibwenzi changa ndi ine (tonse omwe tili ndi zaka 20) takhala limodzi pafupifupi zaka ziwiri. Titayamba chibwenzi ndidadziwa kuti ndi munthu wanga. Sindinakhalepo ndi kukayikira za kukhala kwathu limodzi, kukwatira ndi zina zambiri. Ndipo ubale wathu ndiwokwaniritsa, kupatula chinthu chimodzi - sitigonana chifukwa chazomwe amakonda zolaula.

Tidayamba chibwenzi tidagonana bwino, osati mopenga, koma mwina tsiku lililonse. Ndinazindikira kuti samayambitsa kugonana, koma sindinadandaule, chifukwa sanandikane konse. Ndipo kugonana kunali (ndipo kuli) kwabwino, iye ali wokonda zinthu za kinky, ndipo samakana malingaliro anga aliwonse.

Nthawi ina chaka chapitacho adayenera kuchoka kutali ndi ine ndipo tinkangowonana kumapeto kwa sabata. Ndipamene ndidayamba kuzindikira vutolo.

Ndimamuwona Lachinayi-Lamlungu ndipo timagonana kamodzi. Ndipamene adawona zolaula zambiri mumsakatuli wake. Amayang'ana zolaula kamodzi patsiku, nthawi zambiri kawiri (m'mawa / usiku). Sindikutsutsana nazo, ndipo samazibisa, kotero palibe zinsinsi pakati pathu kumeneko. Palibe cholakwika pakuwonera zolaula apa ndi apo pomwe sitingathe kuwonana.

Izi ndi zomwe zidachitika ngakhale..chifukwa anali akuonera zolaula kwambiri, sanasangalale kugona nane kumapeto kwa sabata. Ndinkabwera osamuwona kwa masiku 5, timadya chakudya chamadzulo, kuwonera kanema - ndi zomwezo. Titha kudzachita zogonana tsiku lotsatira, pomwe ndimamuuza kuti ndikufuna ndikhale ndi nthawi yayikulu. Apanso, sanakane, koma zinangokhala ngati akukakamizidwa. Ndipo, Hei, ndine msungwana yemwe angakonde kutengedwa mwankhanza komanso ndi chilakolako kamodzi, koma sanachitepo chilichonse chonga icho. Nthawi zonse ndimamuuza kuti ndikufuna kugonana, ndipo avomera.

Ndinadandaula kangapo, ndipo anavomera kuti pali vuto, koma si ine (ugh) ndipo sakudziwa kuti ndi chiyani. Ndinamupempha kuti mwina akachezere dokotala kapena tikhoza kukaonana ndi katswiri limodzi. Tidali ndi zokambirana izi nthawi 3 kapena 4, nthawi iliyonse akavomera kuti kugonana kwake kumakhala kotsika, koma sakudziwa chifukwa chake. Nthawi ina adandigwira ndikundiuza kuti mwina ndikadakhala kuti sindinakakamane tizigonana. Chifukwa chake ndidasiya kukakamira. Palibe chomwe chinasintha.

Kotero ndiye tinasamukira patatha pafupifupi chaka chimodzi kuti tiwonane wina ndi mnzake pamapeto a sabata.

Ndimayesetsa kuti ndisakhale wopanikizika, ndipo ndimadziwa kuti amawonera zolaula ndikakhala kuti sindili kunyumba (kuntchito, ndi zina), koma osandizungulira. Si munthu amene amadzitsekera mchimbudzi kuti aonere zolaula ndipo ndimathokoza izi. Mfundo yake yayikulu pakuwonera zolaula: "Ndimazichita ndikatopa". Koma nthawi ina ndinazindikira kuti sitinkagonana masiku a 8 chifukwa sindinayambitse - ndimangofuna kuwona momwe zingathere. Ndikudziwa masiku 8 atha kuwoneka ngati kanthawi kochepa, koma ndine 27, wogonana, sitinakwatirane, palibe ana .. palibe chifukwa chopitira masiku 8 osagonana koma kusowa kwake kogonana.

Chifukwa chake ndidakumana ndi vuto. Ndidamuuza kuti zimandipweteka kwambiri, komanso zimandipangitsa kumva kuti sindine wokongola, ndipo tili ndi malingaliro onse okwatirana ndikukhala limodzi, koma sindikufuna kukhala pachibwenzi komanso ukwati. Ndidamuuza kuti ngati izi sizingasinthe tiyenera kusiya, chifukwa zakhala zaka 2 za moyo wanga osagonana mokwanira ndi munthu amene ndimamukonda kwambiri.

Chifukwa chake amapita masabata a 6 osawona zolaula. Ndinali woleza mtima ndikumupatsa nthawi, moyo wathu wogonana sunasinthe kwambiri, koma ndimadziwa kuti zimatenga nthawi yayitali kuti ndikonzenso (chabwino?). Ndikapezeka… anali kunama kwa ine ndipo adawonera zolaula kangapo. Chifukwa chake timakambirananso, ndipo ndikungofa ndikulira chifukwa ndimamukonda kwambiri bambo uyu, ndikufuna kukhala naye, ndipo ndikufuna kumuthandiza ndipo ndikufuna kumuthandiza. Ndipo amawoneka wamanyazi kwambiri, ndipo anali ndi chisoni ndi kunama.

Ndidamuuza, kuti ndine mkazi wake ndipo sayenera kuchita manyazi kundiuza, ndipo ndikumvetsetsa chifukwa chomwe akunamizira ndipo sindine wamisala. Ndikumvetsetsa. Timalakwitsa.

Koma pakadali pano ndizovuta kuti ndifotokozere zomwe tidzachite. Ndatopa kukhala ndi chibwenzi chomwe sichiyambitsa chiwerewere ndipo sichikundifuna ngati chinthu chogonana (ndanena!). Ndatopa ndikumenya nkhondo iyi "ine vs porn". Ndikufuna kudziwa, chifukwa ndimamukondadi bambo uyu ndipo ndi wangwiro kwa ine mu china chilichonse.

Ndasunthika pakadali pano. Kodi ndikhulupilira kuti ayimabe? Ngati atero, kodi zingatithandizire pa moyo wathu wogonana? Kodi ndikudziwa bwanji kuti wasiya? Kodi ndingadziwe bwanji kuti zokwanira zokwanira? KODI ndimalankhulanso naye za izi? Sindikufuna kusweka mtima wanga. Timakondana kwambiri ndipo ndikudziwa kuti pamapeto pake ukwati ubwera, koma ndizovuta kukhala motero.

Kachiwiri, ndikhululukireni ine pamtunda wotalika chotero, koma ndiribe wina woti ndiyankhule nawo.

Kuchokera ku ulusi uwu - N’chifukwa chiyani zinatitengera nthawi yaitali kuti tigwirizane kuti zolaula ndiye vuto?

Vuto lalikulu ndilo kuti ntchito yachipatala ili kutali kwambiri ndi nthawi.

Zanga ndizokhudza kugonana, osati fungo laubongo / nkhawa zamagulu / ndi zina zambiri. Ndinkangoyendayenda kwambiri za ED zaka zingapo zapitazo ndipo sindinapeze chilichonse chomwe chimalankhula za kulumikizana pakati pa zolaula ndi ED. Webusayiti yonse "yolemekezeka" sinatchule ngakhale kuti mwina ingayambitse ED. M'malo mwake, masamba ambiri amati, "ngati ungathe kuonera zolaula, ndiye kuti ulibe zovuta zakuthupi… zonse zili m'mutu mwako."

Chifukwa chake ndidayamba kukaonana ndi madotolo ndipo ndidawononga ndalama zambiri. Zomwezo kumeneko: "Kukonzekera zolaula kumatanthauza kuti kuli pamutu panu ... tengani Viagra."

Pamapeto pake, ndidachita kafukufuku wambiri pa ED ndipo ndimagwiritsa ntchito ndalama zambiri kwa madotolo, mayeso, mankhwala, ndi zina zambiri. Palibe ngakhale m'modzi yemwe wazachipatala adati kwa ine, "Hei, mukudziwa, kuonera zolaula kwambiri kumatha kuyambitsa kugonana kusagwira bwino ntchito. ” M'malo mwake, adapereka zinthu zina zomwe sizikuwoneka kuti ndizolumikizidwa ndi ED ndipo sizinagwire ntchito kwa ine (mwachitsanzo, kuda nkhawa ... ngakhale mutakhala ndi mnzanu mpaka kalekale ndipo simukuwonetsa nkhawa; kupsinjika mtima ... simusonyeza kuti muli ndi nkhawa; zakudya ... ngakhale kuti kulemera kwanu ndikwabwino ndipo mumadya chakudya choyenera; testosterone yotsika ... ngakhale otsika T sanalumikizidwe ndi ED (kupatula zovuta kwambiri ... ndipo ngakhale zili choncho ofooka) ndipo T yanu siyotsika kwenikweni).

Palinso reddit.com/r/sex… yokhala ndi upangiri wowopsa kuchokera kwa "akatswiri azakugonana" omwe amapitilira tsambalo. Chifukwa chofuna kukhala "ogonana," samangokhalira kukana zovuta zomwe zingachitike chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito zolaula, amanyoza lingaliro la zolaula zomwe zimapangitsa ED.

Chifukwa chake, ngakhale ndimadzimva kukhala wopusa chifukwa chosagwirizana ndi zolaula ndi ED ndekha, chowonadi ndikuti ndidafufuza kafukufuku ndi upangiri kuchokera kwa akatswiri ndi zolaula sizinabwereko kupatula zabwino. Sindinaganize zonena, "Hei, ndimakonda zolaula" chifukwa, panthawiyo, zinali zofanana kwa ine monga momwe zimakhalira nthawi zambiri… .munthu aliyense amachita, si zachilendo… kwenikweni, ndiwathanzi.

Ndinayambanso ntchitoyi kuti ndiwone ngati angathe kuchitidwa opaleshoni. Zitha kukhala pakati pa $ 25k ndi $ 30k mthumba ndipo zotsatira zake sizolimbikitsa (penile revascularization). Tsiku lotsatira kusankhidwa kuja ndidapunthwa pa YBOP. Oo mulungu wanga ... ndi vumbulutso lotani komanso mpumulo bwanji!

Ndipo zimagwira ntchito… sindine 100%, koma ndasintha kwambiri ndipo zinthu zikuyenda bwino. PIED yanga inayamba pafupifupi zaka 10 zapitazo. Ndawononga madola masauzande ambiri kwa madotolo, kuphatikiza urologist wodziwika bwino wodziwika ku ED (ndimayenera kuyenda maulendo angapo a mayiyo); masauzande pamayeso; zikwi mapiritsi.

Ndipo zonse zomwe ndimayenera kuchita ndikusiya zolaula. Zosatheka. Moona mtima, ndakwiya chifukwa ndidayesetsa kupeza mayankho kuchokera kwa akatswiri, kuphatikiza akatswiri, omwe adalandira mwachifundo ndalama zanga zolipirira koma adandipatsa upangiri woyipa.

Zikomo, Gary. Mudazindikira izi pomwe ena onse amati, "ayi!"

Monga aliyense payekha, chimodzi mwazinthu zabwino kwambiri zomwe tingachite ndikupatsa madokotala mayankho pankhaniyi. Adziwitseni zomwe mwakumana nazo. Sungani erection… awalozereni ku YBOP.

adagonana ndi nyenyezi zolaula ndipo sakanatha kupitiliza

Umu ndi momwe PMO akuyipa

iyi inali kanthawi kapitako, koma mwezi watha wa Okutobala ndinayang'ana zolaula (anali hule wamtengo wapatali) ndipo sindinathe kupitiriza naye ... msungwana yemweyo yemwe ndinamupezera zolaula.

NDINAYAMBA KUFUNA PORNSTAR, KOMA IZI ZINALI ZOFUNIKA KUKHALA MUNTHU

ndizo zolaula zomwe zinasokoneza moyo wanga.

Ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi nofap koma ndili ndi chikhulupiriro kuti ndikhale moyo wanthawi yayitali. palibe fap imathandiza kwambiri. zidzagwira ntchito. ndigonjetsa.

ndikungofuna kulimbikitsidwa pang'ono. zikomo anyamata

[Iyi ndi nkhani yakale yomwe timamva mobwerezabwereza] Ndili ndi zaka 19 ndipo ndinayamba PMO ndili ndi zaka 12. Kuyambira ndili mwana wa sukulu yapakati ndi sekondale, ndakhala wamanyazi, wokonda kulankhula komanso ndinali ndi nkhawa - sindinali kugwirizana ndi aliyense ngakhale kuti mumtima mwanga ndimafuna kupanga ubale wabwino. Nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti ndine wachilendo ndipo ndimaganiza kuti izi zimachitika chifukwa cha majini mpaka pano. Pazaka zanga zomaliza zogwiritsa ntchito zolaula tsiku lililonse (ndili ndi zaka 15-19) zomwe ndimakonda kwambiri zolaula zapita patsogolo kwambiri zomwe ndakhala ndikuzinyansidwa nazo kwambiri. Zinayamba kuchokera pa zithunzi za akazi amaliseche kupita ku zachiwerewere komanso ngakhale kuzinthu zachiwerewere zomwe zandipangitsa kukhala ndi nkhawa kuti ndine gay, koma ndimakonda akazi okha m'moyo weniweni. Ndakhala ndi chibwenzi ndi atsikana, ndipo ndakhala ndikukumana nawo pogonana kupatula kugonana - ndine namwali ndili ndi zaka 19 ndipo ndimamva zachilendo. Ndili ndi ED - sindingathe kuzipeza nthawi zinayi zosiyana za atsikana anayi osiyanasiyana. Zonsezi zawonjezera nkhawa yanga. Ndimamva chisoni tsiku lililonse, ndili ndi malingaliro oyenda m'mutu mwanga pa liwiro la 100mph. Sindikumva ngati ndili ndekha. Ndikumva wopanda chiyembekezo.

Wokondedwa Libido.

Ndikungofuna kunena kuti mbolo yanga ndipo ndakusowa kuposa china chilichonse padziko lapansi. Takhala ndi nthawi zopambana limodzi ndipo ndimaganiza kuti sitidzasiyana. Sindinazindikire kuti sindinakuchitire bwino, ndikuti ndinali kukupweteketsa, ndipo pamapeto pake ndikupha. Sindingathe kuganizira za zosangalatsa zonse zomwe takhala nazo ndi atsikana, osati okhawo omwe tinali nawo thupi komanso momwe mudapangitsira Dick wanga kuti ayende mu buluku langa pamene mtsikana wotentha amadutsa. adamva ngati gawo langa lafa ndikuti ndikuyenda mosasamala ndikukhala cholengedwa chankhanza popanda chilakolako chogonana, kapena ngakhale, ndipo dickie wamng'ono sadzadzukanso.

Chifukwa chakuchoka kwanu, ndakhala ndikupita kwa dokotala ndipo ndinayezetsa magazi ndikupeza Cialis, ndipo adanditumiza kukachepa kothana ndi zovuta zakugonana. Palibe zivomezizi zomwe zimatha kupeza chifukwa choti muchokere ndikunena kuti ndili bwino, ndipo mwina ndichinthu china m'malingaliro mwanga. Ndakhala ndikukusowani pafupifupi zaka zitatu ndipo poyamba sindinazindikire kuti mwachoka. Ndimangoganiza kuti pali china chake cholakwika ndi Dick wanga koma zidapezeka kuti iye, monga ine, timasowa mzathu wapamtima - inu!

Chifukwa mudachoka, chibwenzi changa chinachoka. Kotero tsopano ndine ndekha nditadziwa kuti iwe ndi mkazi wake munasiya chifukwa cha zolaula. Ndikukufunsani zambiri kuposa chirichonse ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti muwerenge kalatayi ndikuganiza kuti mudzabwerera. Ndazindikira kuti ndinu wofunika kwambiri kwa ine ndi dickie kuposa china chilichonse. Tikukhulupirira kuti mubwerere posachedwa tsopano kuti ndatulutsa chidutswa cha zolaula ndi inu ndipo ine ndikhonza kukhala pamodzi pazinthu zambiri zatsopano.

Kuwonjezera pa kulembera kalatayi kwa inu ndikuyembekeza kuti mubwererenso ndikutha kuwerenga izi nthawi zonse mukabwerera ndi kukumbukira zomwe moyo ulipo popanda inu. Bwererani REAL posachedwa !! Chikondi Penis ndi ine.

Ndinapanga PIED mkati mwa zaka zingapo nditapeza intaneti yanga yothamanga zaka 10 zapitazo. Kwa zaka zambiri ndakhala ndikulimbana chifukwa zimakhala zovuta kwambiri kuti ndikhale wolimba ndi mkazi weniweni, makamaka pachiyambi, ndipo ngati pangakhale makondomu omwe ndimakhala nawo ndimatha kutaya nthawi yambiri ndikuyesera kuti ndivale.

Nthawi zonse ndinkabwerera ku zolaula kuti ndikadzitsimikizire kuti ndikanakhala wolimba, makamaka ndimakhala ndi zolaula zanga zenizeni: makanema apa webusayiti. Izi zidandilola kusiyanitsa PIED yanga mongokopeka ndi msungwanayo, kapena chinthu china. Ndinayesa mitundu yonse ya mapiritsi a boner ndipo kwakanthawi ndi bwenzi langa sangagonane pokhapokha nditakhala ndi khofi wolimba, nditatenga arginine kapena butea superba kapena maca, ndipo ndidasiya maliseche masiku angapo. Zinali ngati ndimakonzekera sabata yanga mozungulira ma webcam ndi PMO magawo kuti ndiyesere kuchita naye kangapo sabata - zomwe sizinali zokwanira kwa iye!

Momwe Mungasiyire Zolaula Osawononga Moyo Wanu Konse Munthu wogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha akufotokoza za ED yomwe adayambitsa chifukwa cha zolaula.

Mwezi wapitawo ndinasiya zolaula. Mmoyo wanga wonse sindingakhale PMO kopitilira kawiri patsiku, nthawi zambiri kamodzi. Komanso, sindinayambe ndakhala chinthu "chonyansa" kapena chamatsenga. Koma, ngakhale zili choncho, ndidapitilizabe "kukopera mphamvu" "zolaula" zomwe zidapangitsa ED "kapena" desensitization ", ndi zina zambiri.

Masiku angapo apitawo ndinali ndi tulo tofa nato ndipo tsiku lomwelo ndinakhala ndi madzulo abwino. Ndimayang'ana kumaso, ndikumwetulira ndikudzidalira kwambiri. Masiku ake onga amenewo amandipangitsa kudziwa kuti ichi ndi chinthu choyenera kuchita. Komanso, ndimakonda kulemba. Kwa masabata angapo apitawa ndakhala ndikulemba ngati wamisala. Ndayamba ntchito yatsopano ndipo ndine wonyadira kwambiri pazomwe ndakhala ndikupanga. Ndikhoza kungonena izi chifukwa cha mphamvu zowonjezera zomwe ndakhala nazo posaziwononga pa PMO.

Ponena za vuto langa, kugwirizana pakati pa zolaula ndi ED kunali koonekeratu . ED yandikhudza mwadzidzidzi ndipo inawononga maganizo anga. Komabe, ndikusangalala kunena kuti nditasiya zolaula ndi maliseche kwa mwezi watha, zonse zikubwerera mwakale, ndipo sindinamvepo bwino.

Ndili ndi nkhani yofanana ndi imeneyi yomwe inanditsimikizira kuti zolaula zitha kuvulaza thanzi langa. Patatha sabata imodzi nditachita matsenga ambiri, ndinayamba kuseweretsa ndi mtsikana amene ndinkamukonda kwambiri. Tinkachita chibwenzi koma ndinamuyamwa mawere ake ndikumugwira pang'ono. Anandikanda maliseche anga ndipo anandikumbatira ndipo ine ndinamugwira mawere ake koma panthawi yonseyi - pafupifupi mphindi 40 - sindinalimbe kwambiri . Ndikaonera zolaula ndimalimba nthawi yomweyo koma ndi iye ndimatha kumangogona theka la umuna ndipo izi zinali chifukwa chakuti iye ankandikumbatira maliseche ndipo ine ndinkagwira mawere ake. Ndili ndi chizolowezi choti ndimagona masiku khumi aliwonse koma nthawi zambiri ndimaonera zolaula tsiku lililonse. Tsiku lisanafike pamene tinagona ndinagona zolaula; Ndili ndi chitsimikizo cha 98% kuti ndikanapanda kugona tsiku limenelo ndipo ndikanapanda kuonera zolaula kwambiri, ndikanagona bwino zomwe zikanandipangitsa kuti ndikhale ndi pakati.

Nkhani zambiri m'mabuku omwe ndakhala ndikuwerenga zimati anthu sakhudzidwa ndi okondana enieni. Sikuti ngakhale kuti sindikhudzidwa ndi chiyembekezo cha kugonana kwenikweni. Zolaula ndi lingaliro la kugonana kwenikweni ndi zosangalatsa (mwina lingaliro la kugonana silikusangalatsa kwenikweni). Ndi chifukwa chakuti pamene ndikuchita chiwerewere, ndimamva ngati sindikudziwa choti ndichite kapena kuganiza kuti ndidzuke. Zili ngati ubongo wanga waphunzitsidwa kuyambitsa kukhazikika poyankha zolaula, osati zenizeni. Kodi izi zikumveka bwino?

Ndine mwamuna wazaka 23 amene ndakhala ndikusewera maliseche pafupipafupi kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 14. Zonse zinali bwino mpaka zaka zingapo zapitazo pomwe ndinawonjezera kuchuluka kwa maliseche omwe ndimachita maliseche. Ndinayamba kuwona mavuto akulu okhudzana ndi maliseche. Ndinkatha kuvutika pakapita nthawi, koma malisechewo anali ofooka (ndili ndekha komanso ndi mnzanga). Nthawi zingapo zomwe ndayesa kugonana ndi mnzanga kuyambira pamenepo zinatha kulephera kwambiri. Sindikanatha kulimba mokwanira, kapena, ngati nditatero, ndikanatha kugona mkati mwa mphindi imodzi kuchokera pamene ndinagonana.

Wow, ndikusangalala kwambiri kuti ndapeza kuti mwina sindili wopusa monga momwe ndimaganizira! Monga ambiri, ndimatha kudzuka mosavuta ndi bishopu kamodzi kapena kanayi patsiku koma sindimangoyimirira ndikakhala ndi chilakolako chenicheni ndi mkazi (ndiyenera kudzuka ndi manja - nthawi zambiri ndikamamugunda - kenako ndimuyimitse mwachangu momwe ndingathere ndikupitiliza kumukakamiza kuti akhale wolimba!!!), kwenikweni chinali *chomwe chinapangitsa kuti chibwenzi changa chatha chiwonongeke chifukwa sindinafune kugonana kwambiri komanso ndinayamba kusowa chidaliro *chooneka* kuti ndilibe chilakolako. Ndikutanthauza, anali *wokongola*, mofanana ndi anapiye omwe ndinkasewera nawo - ndikanatha bwanji kugona ndikamaona zithunzi za akazi ngati GF wanga koma osakonda kwenikweni. Zinali zamisala! Ndaganiza zosiya tsopano ndipo maganizo anga ayamba kusokonekera chifukwa nthawi zambiri ndimagwiritsa ntchito kompyuta ndikamaliza ntchito ndikuyang'ana anapiye osavala kwa maola awiri kapena anayi (ndipo izi zimachitika USIKU ULIWONSE), mwina ndikumenya mtedza umodzi kapena iwiri panthawiyo. Ndakhala ndikugona tsiku lililonse kwa zaka 24 zapitazi, ndikumva kale kuti ndilibe mphamvu pankhani yosiya chizolowezichi, ndikuchoka kale, ndikumva kuti pali kusiyana kwakukulu komwe kukufunika kudzazidwa mwanjira ina! Izi zikhala zovuta koma ndiyesetsa momwe ndingathere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ndine mwamuna wazaka 53. Lero ndi masiku 28 opanda PMO!! Monga ambiri, nthawi zonse ndakhala ndi vuto la zolaula - palibe vuto lalikulu kwambiri, koma kwa zaka zambiri, ndimakonda kuonera anthu akugonana. Vuto langa linakula miyezi 18 yapitayo pamene ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti yothamanga kwambiri. Mwadzidzidzi, ndinasiya kungoonera zithunzi pa intaneti, kupita ku kuonera makanema ndi makanema pa intaneti nthawi yomweyo. Sindinaganizirepo kwambiri, koma nditaonera pafupifupi tsiku lililonse, nthawi zina ngakhale kuonera mavidiyo olaula kwa maola ambiri, ndinayamba kuona kusintha kwa moyo wanga wogonana ndi mkazi wanga. Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lililonse la ED. Koma ine ndi mkazi wanga tikayamba kugonana, sindinkatha kuimitsa. Nthawi zina ndinkapeza imodzi, koma kenako imayamba kufewa msanga. Kugonana kwakhala kulibe kwa ife. Mkazi wanga ndi wachifundo komanso waulemu ndipo amati, "Pali bwino." O, zimenezo n'zotonthoza ... pafupifupi!!

Chifukwa chake pa Meyi 17, ndinali paulendo wopita kumalo anga azolaula "omwe ndimakonda" kuti ndikawonere makanema ambiri, ndipo mwanjira inayake ndidapeza tsambali. Kuwonera kanema wa "Ubongo Wanu pa Zithunzi" ndikuwerenga zolemba zina zandilimbikitsa. Ndakhala ndikukumana ndi mayesero, koma nthawi zonse ndimayesetsa kuti ndiyime pano kaye ndikuwerenga zolemba zatsopano kapena kumawerenganso zolemba zakale kuti zindithandizire kuti ndisamangokhala chete. Pakadali pano zabwino kwambiri Lero m'mawa ndimakhala patsamba la masewera ndipo panali chithunzi cha mtsikana atavala bikini pa imodzi mwazoyikapo - kwa nthawi yayitali nthawi yayitali, mbolo yanga idayamba kupita kukakhazikika . Chifukwa chake mwina uku ndikusuntha njira yoyenera. Zimandisangalatsa, kuti ngakhale ndimatha kuwonera makanema olaula, 95% ya nthawi, sindinapeze erection !! Ngakhale ndimayesa kuseweretsa maliseche kuti ndisewere vidiyo, mbolo yanga sinatheretu. Hei amuna, tili tonse limodzi! Tiyeni tipitilize kuthandizana ndikulimbikitsana. Ngakhale sindikudziwa aliyense wa inu, mawu anu olimbikitsa andithandiza.

Ndinapeza kuti chizolowezi changa chinali choipa nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinayesa kugonana naye ndipo thupi langa silinagwire ntchito (pafupifupi miyezi inayi yapitayo). Sitinakhalepo pachibwenzi kwa nthawi yayitali, koma panthawiyo, ndinalira paphewa pake. Ndipo anali wokhudzidwa kwambiri ndi zomwe ankandiuza, komanso wokoma mtima kwambiri, ndipo ... chilichonse. Palibe chomwe chidalakwika pachithunzicho. Sindinachite manyazi kulira naye. Umu ndi momwe ndinapezera kuti timakondana mosalekeza. Ndikuganiza kuti chizolowezi changa chidachita nawo zimenezo, ndipo ndiyenera kuziyamikira chifukwa cha zimenezo. Ndikungoseka. Ndimauza mnzanga chilichonse, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti banja lililonse liyenera kuchita zimenezo. Ngati mutero, mudzamva bwino nthawi yomweyo. Ngati muli pachibwenzi, mudzapirira chilichonse. Ndipo ndikhulupirireni, sindingathe kuganiza kuti ndinene izi ngakhale miyezi 5 yapitayo.

Ndili ndi zaka za m'ma 30, ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kwambiri kuyambira ndili wachinyamata, ndipo ndakhala ndi mavuto a ED kwa nthawi yayitali - makamaka kuyambira ndili ndi zaka za m'ma 20, ngakhale posachedwapa pomwe zakhala ngati ED yokwanira. Ndakhala ndikuimba mlandu anzanga ("Sindikukondani" / "Ndikukhumba mutakhala oyankha bwino"), kukhala kwatsopano kwa anzanga ("Ndikufunika kupatsa thupi langa nthawi yokwanira kuti ndikwaniritse ubongo wanga"), kuchuluka kwa thupi, zakudya, zaka, nkhawa, nkhawa yogwira ntchito. Ndipo kwenikweni, zonsezi, kupatulapo chifukwa cha "Sindikukondani", mwina zili ndi gawo loti ndichite. Koma nditazindikira kuti sindingathenso kudziseweretsa maliseche kuti ndifike pachimake popanda zolaula, china chake chidandigwira. Zikuoneka kuti tsopano zikuwoneka bwino kwambiri, ndithudi.

Ndimakumbukira nditakhala m'makalasi chaka changa cha sohphomore ku koleji ndikuwopa kuwona chibwenzi changa kumapeto kwa sabata, chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti sindingathe kuzichita. Ndinkada nkhawa za ED nthawi zonse, ndipo zimandikhudza kwambiri. Ndikakhala pabedi naye, sindimatha kuganiza za china chilichonse kupatula kuti mbolo yanga imamveka ngati kukula kwa tic-tac, ndipo mphindi iliyonse, amafikira kukhazikika kolimba ndikupeza kuti m'malo mwake. Sindinamvepo zochepetsedwa kuposa nthawi imeneyo ya moyo wanga. Tt zakhala bwino. Komanso unalidi ubale wosamvetseka ndipo tonsefe tinali owopsa polankhulana zakukhosi, motero zimangokhala chinthu chomwe sitinakambiranepo. Pambuyo pake, tinangosiya zogonana. Zinali zosokoneza. Pambuyo pake, ndinakumana ndi mtsikana yemwe ndingalankhule naye zavutoli, ndipo inali theka la nkhondo pomwepo. Kuyankhulana ndi wokondedwa wanu za izi NDI CHOFUNIKA (mwachiwonekere).

Zikomo kwambiri! Ndakhala ndikukumana ndi mavuto omwewo ndipo ndakhala ndikudabwa choti ndichite. Kuti ndinene pang'ono za ine, ndili ndi zaka 23. Poyamba ndinayesa kugonana ndili ndi zaka 18, koma sindinathe kudzuka (ndinali nditayamba kale kudziseweretsa pafupifupi tsiku lililonse kwa zaka 6, nthawi zambiri ndikugwira mwamphamvu komanso ndikuwonetsa zolaula, nthawi zambiri kangapo patsiku). Ndakhala ndikugonana ndi amuna anayi m'moyo wanga ndipo sindinafikepo pa orgasm ndi aliyense wa iwo. Mwachidule, moyo wanga wogonana wakhala wokhumudwitsa. Zoonadi, chibwenzi changa chomaliza chinatha chifukwa cha mavuto otere okhudzana ndi kugonana. Anandiimba mlandu kuti ndine mwamuna kapena mkazi, koma ndimadziwa kuti sizinali zoona koma angandikhulupirire bwanji ngati ndimaoneka kuti sindikumufuna?

Ndalankhulapo izi ndi anzanga angapo. Ndanena kuti mwina kuseweretsa maliseche mopitirira muyeso kungakhale vuto, koma akhala akunyalanyaza kwambiri, pondipatsa chidziwitso chazonse chokhudza kuseweretsa maliseche komwe kulibe vuto komanso thanzi. Tsopano ndili ndi chidaliro chotsutsana ndi nzeru wamba popeza tsopano ndili ndi chitsimikiziro cha zomwe ndakhala ndikuganiza kale kumbuyo kwanga. Ndakhala ndikumva ndekha m'mavuto anga; Zomwe ndakumana nazo zatsutsana ndi nkhani yodziwika bwino yoti amuna azaka zanga samakwanitsa kugonana kotero kuti kuseweretsa maliseche sikungakhudze chilakolako chawo chogonana. Chifukwa chake, ndakhala ndikumverera ngati wachisoni, wosakhazikika yemwe nkhani zake zimayenera kunyozedwa kuposa kumvera chisoni. Zowonadi, kulephera kwa erectile sikuwonetsedwa ngati kwachisoni kapena koyenera kuchitiridwa chifundo muma media ambiri, nthawi zonse kumawonetsedwa ngati koseketsa. Mavutowa andipanikiza kwambiri ndipo akhudza moyo wanga pachilichonse. Sichoseketsa ndipo chimandikwiyitsa kuti ndichitidwe chotere! Sindikadapeza nkhaniyi panthawi yabwinoko ndipo ndizosatheka kukokomeza chiyembekezo ndi chisangalalo chomwe ndimamva!

Ndili ndi zaka za m'ma 20 ndipo ndakhala ndi vuto la ED kuyambira ndili mwana kwambiri - kwambiri moti sindinkadziwa chifukwa chake zinthu zina zimandikakamiza komanso chifukwa chake zinasiya mwadzidzidzi ndipo 'ndamaliza', kunena kwake. Chifukwa chake, kuyambira ndili mwana ndinkakonda zolaula mwanjira ina, koma ndikukula mu nthawi ya intaneti ndi zolaula zovuta zomwe sizinkawoneka ngati ndalama iliyonse, ndinkachita izi ngati bakha m'madzi. Ndapita kwa madokotala ndipo ndinapita kuchipatala, ndipo ndauzidwa kuti ndili bwino. Nthawi zambiri.

Komabe ndimalakalaka nditazindikira kuti ndinali ndi matenda oyambitsa matendawa kuti ndikhale ndi chiyembekezo choti atha. Pachikondi chomwe ndakhala nacho ndi akazi ndakhala ndikudalira Viagra kapena Levitra (womalizirayu ndi wodalirika kwambiri kwa ine) koma sanandipatse yankho lenileni, popeza ngakhale sangagwire ntchito nthawi 100%. ndinapunthwa chidziwitso chofanana ndi ichi chaka chatha kapena chaka chatha, koma mwanjira inayake sichinadziphatikize ndipo ndidapitilira zolaula, kangapo 1-3 patsiku ndikuwonetsa makanema angapo otsegulidwa ndi makanema osiyanasiyana kusuntha konse - ndikulimbana kuti ndikhutiritse chikhumbo changa chosakhutitsidwa.

Zinatengera kuyesetsa kwambiri kuti tichite chinthu chimodzi kwa maola ambiri. Mwachitsanzo, kuphika ndi ntchito, kuyeretsa ndi ntchito, kuyenda mtawuni ndi khama ndipo kumatenga nthawi yochuluka. Koma ndimatha kusambira zolaula kwa maola ambiri, ngakhale tsiku lonse ndikungoseweretsa maliseche, posaka mawonekedwe 'oyenera'. Kutaya nthawi bwanji - momwe ndimathira manyazi mwachangu momwe ndikufunira. Ndikadatha kuzichita pavidiyo yoyamba ndikukhala ndi tsiku lonse laulere! Ngakhale apo, zosankha zanga sizinali 100%, mwina 70-80%. Ndikakwaniritsa zonse 100% sindinakhulupirire mwayi wanga, koma sizingakhale choncho kwa nthawi yayitali. Ndinatsimikiza kuti ndinali ndi vuto ndi mbolo yanga, zomwe zikadanditsogolera kuzolowera zolaula ndikuchita zoyipa. Izi zikhoza kukhalabe choncho. Koma akatswiri alibe yankho ku gawo la physiology kwa ilo kupatula kupereka Viagra kapena mankhwala ofanana nawo. Kuwunikaku ndikomveka kwa ine ndipo kuli koyenera kuyesa. Ndikukhulupirira ili ndiye vuto langa kuti kukhala ndi mbolo yogwira ntchito kungakhale godend!

Kugwirizana pakati pa zolaula ndi ED sikunandimveke bwino . Ndikanatsatira izi:-Siyani kusangalala ndi kugonana komanso kudziseweretsa maliseche (koma chitanibe) ->-Siyani zolaula ->-Pezani mphamvu zabwino zogonana komanso chisangalalo chochuluka kuchokera mu maliseche ndi kugonana ->-Ndikuganiza kuti ndachira ->-Bwererani ku zolaula ->-Pitani ku gawo 1 Pa nthawi zovuta, ngakhale nditakwanitsa kuzipeza ngati mkazi weniweni, malingaliro amenewo sanalipo. Sindinkasangalala nazo, ndinkangochita izi chifukwa ndimaganiza kuti zingandithandize kubwerera m'mbuyo. Tsopano ndikuwona kuti zosiyana ndi izi ndizofunikira: kusiya kusangalala kwakanthawi, kukhazikikanso, ndikuchotsa nkhawa zamaganizo.

Ndili ndi zaka 24 ndipo ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi vuto la ED kwa zaka zambiri tsopano ndipo posachedwapa ndangonena kuti izi zimachitika chifukwa cha chizolowezi cha zolaula . Ndikukuuzani, ndakhala ndikuvutika maganizo kwambiri pamene ndikuyesera kupeza vuto. Chomwe chimapangitsa kuti zonsezi zikhale zovuta kwambiri ndichakuti mukudziwa kuti muyenera kudzutsidwa ndi akazi "enieni", koma pazifukwa zina simungathe. Kenako mumayesa kudzipangitsa kukhala ndi chilakolako chomwe sichingatheke, ndipo izi zikalephera mumayamba kuvutika maganizo/nkhawa. Madokotala amafunika kudziwa bwino zomwe zikuchitika ndi izi.

Ine ndekha ndikukumana ndi mavuto omwewo okhudza "kusintha" ubongo wanga kuti ugwirizane ndi "mkazi weniweni". Ndikanadziwa kuti ndikuchepetsa mphamvu ya ubongo wanga, sindikanayamba khalidwe logonana ndi mkazi weniweni. Pamene ndimayesa kugonana ndi mkazi weniweni, ndinali ndi ED. Palibe yankho; kukhumudwa kokha. Chinthu chochititsa manyazi kwambiri chinali chakuti anali wankhanza komanso wokongola, zomwe ndimafufuza m'zithunzi zolaula. Ndayamba njira ya "kuyambiranso" ndikusintha tsiku ndi tsiku. Choyamba, siyani zolaula ngakhale mapulogalamu ogonana pa TV (monga Showtime, HBO, Family Guy kapena Simpsons). Kenako, chita masewera olimbitsa thupi mwamphamvu, kuti mupope magazi m'thupi lanu lonse. Ngati muyenera kudziseweretsa maliseche, gwiritsani ntchito mkazi weniweni kuti mudzisangalatse, osati zolaula. Pang'onopang'ono, zidzabweranso. Izi zakhala zikugwira ntchito kwa ine. Vuto lokhalo lomwe ndili nalo ndi nkhawa yogwira ntchito chifukwa cha kulephera kwanga. Chidaliro changa chinagwedezeka, koma ndidzachira chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti si vuto lakuthupi.

Usiku wina ndinali kuonera pulogalamu yokhudza mahule. Ndinazindikira atsikana ena ochokera m'mafilimu olaula. Ndinapeza kuti zinali zosangalatsa kupeza malingaliro ochokera kwa atsikana omwe ali mumakampani ogonana, chinthu chomwe ndikuganiza kuti sichichitika kawirikawiri, osaweruza. Komabe, nthawi ina ankalankhula kuti amatha kudziwa omwe amaseweretsa zolaula nthawi zonse chifukwa palibe chomwe angachite chomwe chikanalimbikitsa mwamunayo kuti ayambe . Taganizirani izi, ngakhale atsikana ophunzitsidwa bwino kukwaniritsa malingaliro a amuna ogonana sangathe kufanana ndi zomwe zimawalimbikitsa zolaula, kuphatikizapo atsikana ena omwe ali mumafilimu olaula. Akazi "abwinobwino" omwe amangofuna chikondi chathu alibe mwayi.

Ndili ndi vuto lofanana ndi ambiri a inu ndipo ndizolimbikitsa kudziwa kuti munthu sali yekha. Ndinkakonda kuseweretsa maliseche komanso zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13, pomwe ndimachita zenizeni ndi azimayi osiyanasiyana, ndimangotaya nthawi yogonana. Ndasiya kuonera zolaula kwa mwezi umodzi tsopano, ndipo sindichita maliseche kwa milungu yopitilira 3. Sindikuphonya iwo, chifukwa ndimakana kukhala moyo womwe ili vuto. Tsopano, ndikumva kusiyana. Ndimayesa kuyang'anitsitsa azimayi pafupipafupi ndikuyesera kulingalira zogonana ndi m'modzi mwa azimayi omwe ndakhala nawo kale. Koma sindichita maliseche, ndimadzigwira ndekha mokoma pambali pa mbolo yanga osakhudza kumtunda komwe ndimagwira mwamphamvu. Sindili pafupi ndikufika pachimake.

Ndili ndi munthu yemwe ndimakhala naye pachibwenzi, koma wasamukira kutsidya lina. Tidasokonekera kangapo asanachoke, koma osagonana. Timachita zachiwerewere, ndipo monga ndanenera poyamba, sindichita maliseche, ndimangodzikhudzira pang'ono pambali. Ndikulakalaka m'njira zosiyanasiyana tsopano. Nthawi zina ndimamva ngati ndikupezanso chilakolako changa chogonana.Ndatsimikiza mtima kudzichiritsa ndekha, ndikuwona wothandizira kuti andithandize kuthana ndi nkhawa pochita chidwi ndi EMDR ndikusinkhasinkha. Zinthu zikuyenda bwino.

Ndikugwirizana ndi izi. Ndili ndi zaka 28 ndipo ndinali wothamanga wakale waku koleji . Vuto langa silinali loipa kwambiri ngati ena, koma kupewa zolaula komanso kuchepetsa kudziseweretsa maliseche kumathandiza kwambiri pa vuto la psychological ED. Ngati chilakolakocho chikukula kwambiri, sewerani ndi maloto m'mutu mwanu. Patatha milungu ingapo ndinamva bwino ndipo ndinali ndi chidaliro chachikulu pabedi ndi akazi. Zithunzi zolaula ndi chinthu chokhacho chomwe ndakhala ndikudalira, ndipo ndimamwa ndi kusuta ndudu ndi udzu. Tangoganizani.

Ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi vuto la ED kuyambira chibwenzi changa choyamba . Ngakhale ndili naye chilakolako changa chogonana sichinali chomwe chimayenera kukhala cha mwana wazaka 17. Ubale uliwonse wogonana ndi akazi pambuyo pake wakhala wosasangalatsa kwa ine. Sindingathe kukhala ndi chisangalalo monga momwe ndimayenera kukhalira. Ndakhala ndikuseweretsa zolaula kuyambira ndili mwana kwambiri. Banja langa lakhala ndi intaneti kuyambira pomwe linakhazikitsidwa. Ndili mnyamata wamng'ono kwambiri ndinkafufuza pa intaneti tsamba lokhudzana ndi masewera apakanema omwe ndinkasewera panthawiyo ndipo mwangozi ndinapeza tsamba la zolaula. Kuyambira pamenepo ndakhala ndikukonda zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche.

Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikuda nkhawa ndi mavuto anga a ED, koma sindimatha kumvetsetsa chifukwa chake zimachitika. Nthawi zonse ndimapeza zolowetsa m'mawa kotero ndimadziwa kuti silinali vuto lakuthupi. Tsopano ndili ndi zaka makumi awiri ndipo ndili ndi zero drive kuti ndikomane ndi akazi kapena kukhala pachibwenzi ndi m'modzi. Sindingathe kumvetsetsa chifukwa chake izi zinali choncho. Ndinkaganiza kuti ndiyenera kukhala ndi chilakolako chogonana ngati ndikulakalaka kuonera zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche momwe ndimachitira, chifukwa chake sindinayanjanitse nkhani zanga ndi chizolowezi chilichonse. Nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti kuseweretsa maliseche ndikuwona zolaula ndizomwe anyamata amachita.Tsopano, ndine wotsimikiza kuti chizolowezi changa chowonera zolaula ndikuseweretsa ED ndi azimayi enieni komanso kusowa kwanga kokhala ndi akazi ambiri.

Momwe ndimakhala pano ndikulemba zonsezi sindingachitire mwina koma kukwiya kwambiri. Wokwiya kuti kuledzera kwanthawi yonse kwandipweteka kwambiri. Ndikumva kuti ndaphonya zambiri pamoyo chifukwa cha vutoli ndipo zimandipweteka kwambiri. Ndayesera kangapo kuti ndisiye chizolowezi ichi koma ndimaona kuti ndizovuta kwambiri. Nthawi zambiri ndimapanga sabata ndisanaphule. Ndikudziwa kuti iyi ndi nkhondo yamaganizidwe, ndipo ndiyomwe ndikufuna kupambana. Koma ndichinthu chovuta kwambiri chomwe ndidachitapo, zachisoni monga zimamvekera.Ndikuganiza kuti ili ndi vuto lalikulu kuposa momwe anthu amaganizira. Achinyamata ochulukirachulukira akupita kwa madokotala awo za ED, ndipo ndili pafupifupi wokonda zolaula ndichifukwa chake. Sindinawonepo zotsatsa zosiyanasiyana zotsatsa zamalonda monga momwe ndikuwonera tsopano, mwachidziwikire pali china chomwe chikuchitika. Palibe amene akufuna kuyankhula chifukwa ndi vuto lochititsa manyazi, makamaka kwa anyamata. Ndikuganiza kuti izi zikuyenera kuphunziridwa mozama, ndi sayansi. Ndimadana ndi zolaula komanso zomwe zandichitira! Koma kudziwa kuti sindili ndekha kumatonthoza.

Ndakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula pa intaneti kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 14. Tsopano ndili ndi zaka 26 ndili ndi vuto la kukhwima panthawi yogonana . Mumtima mwanga nthawi zonse ndimamva ngati kuseweretsa maliseche kwambiri ndipo zolaula ndizo zimayambitsa mavutowa, ndinafunsa madokotala pa medhelp.com. Onse anandiseka ndipo ananenetsa kuti kuseweretsa maliseche ndi kwabwino ndipo simungaseweretse maliseche kwambiri.

Zikomo Mulungu, ndili ndi zaka za m'ma 30 ndipo zolaula kwa ine ndi nkhani yaposachedwa . Sindinali ndi vuto la chizolowezi choledzera ndili mwana ndipo ndili kusukulu ya sekondale kumayambiriro kwa zaka za m'ma 90 chifukwa ndinalibe intaneti nthawi zonse. Sindikudziwa momwe ana a masiku ano angachitire, chifukwa akugwidwa msanga. Achinyamata osauka okonda kwambiri! Ndinganene kuti vuto langa laling'ono mwina ndi chaka chimodzi ndi theka. Kale linkangoyang'ana zolaula nthawi ndi nthawi, zosakanikirana ndi kugonana kwenikweni. Sindinayambe ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula mopitirira muyeso. Kungoti ndi zinthu zachizolowezi koma sindimagonana ndi amuna kapena zinthu zachilendo. Kunena zoona sindikufuna kumveka ngati wokana, koma sindikuganiza kuti izi ndi chizolowezi kwa ine. Chinali chizolowezi/chinthu choti ndichite nditathetsa chibwenzi ndi chibwenzi changa chakale. Ndikanadziwa zotsatira za kuonera zolaula nthawi zambiri sindikanachitapo kale. Ndipotu, chofunika kwambiri kwa mwamuna kuposa kudzikuza/umuna wake? Sindingalole chilichonse kuti chiyike zimenezo pachiwopsezo. Tsopano popeza ndadziwa zotsatira zake, ndasiya kwathunthu kubwerera osazengereza.

Ndakhala ndikuledzera zolaula ndipo ndimakhala ndi mavuto a ED kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 15. Kugonana kwanga koyamba kunali koyipa. Kuledzera kwanga kwadzetsa mavutowa mpaka pano, ndili ndi 25.

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Chifukwa chake ndimalankhula ndi mnyamata wina ndikutsegula zakulephera kwanga kugwiritsa ntchito kondomu komanso mbiri yanga kapena PIED. Anatinso kuti anali ndi vutoli, ndikuwonjezeranso kuti adakumana nawo mozungulira 5 ndi anyamata osiyanasiyana omwe sangakhale ndi erection, ena mwa iwo omwe ali ndi zaka 18. Ndinasangalala kwambiri nditamva izi. kuti "Sindikumva ndekha" zidandipatsa chiyembekezo ndikunditsimikizira kuti zolaula ndiye zomwe zimayambitsa. Letsani mafoni anu ndi makompyuta, taya mawu achinsinsi, kudziletsa sikokwanira. Makamaka ngati takhala tikuchita zolaula kuyambira zaka 12. Zabwino zonse

Vuto ndilakuti simudziwa kuti ndi vuto mpaka vuto la ED la kanthawi litakugwerani mwadzidzidzi . Ndicho chifukwa chake mawuwa ayenera kufotokozedwa. Inde, ndili panjira yochira tsopano ndikumva bwino patatha milungu ingapo ndipo ndikukonzekera kubwerera ku njira zanga zophunzirira posachedwa. Zakudya, masewera olimbitsa thupi ndi mphamvu zodzidalira ndizopambana tsikulo.

Ndakhala ndi vutoli kwakanthawi, ndipo zonse zomwe ndinganene ndikuti ndidangopita kwa dokotala ndikumaliza magazi, ma hormone adayesedwa. Mbolo yanga ndiyabwino, zomwe zimawonekeratu chifukwa ndimakhala ndi zosankha zam'mawa tsiku lililonse komanso thanzi labwino. Popeza ili si vuto lakuthupi, liyenera kukhala vuto lamaganizidwe ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti zolaula zimandichititsa chidwi.

 Nditasiyana ndi chibwenzi chanthawi yayitali pafupifupi zaka 4 zapitazo, ndidayamba kukhala wokhumudwa ndikudzipatula. ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula komanso maliseche ngati "mankhwala". Zinandilola kuti ndisamve kuwawa kapena kuthana ndi zovuta zomwe ndimamva mkati. Ndinkafuna kukhala ndi "khungu lakuda," ndipo sindimva kufunika kocheza ndi akazi. Mwanjira ina ndimamva ngati ndili ndi mtima waukulu kwambiri. Ndinali "wofewa" kwambiri mwamwamuna, ndipo ndimafuna kudzidetsa. Kuyesaku kunagwira ntchito mwatsoka, ndipo kwa zaka ziwiri zapitazi ndakhala ndikukumana ndi mavuto otsika a libido ndi ED.

Ndapita kwa madokotala atatu (kuphatikizapo katswiri), ndapatsidwa mankhwala a ED (omwe ndangoyamba kumwa, osagwira ntchito kwenikweni) komanso ngakhale ndi mpeni, kuti ndikonze varicocele, yomwe inali opaleshoni yosafunikira kwenikweni. Zonsezi zachitika pofuna kukonza kuwonongeka komwe ndadzipweteka nako. Chinthu chokha chomwe sindinachite ndikupewa zolaula, komanso maliseche kwa nthawi yayitali. Ngakhale sindikufuna kwenikweni, ndimaopa kwambiri lingaliro la 'kugwiritsa ntchito kapena kutaya'. Nkhaniyi yandipatsa chiyembekezo chomaliza ndipo nditsatira malangizo anu ndikupewa zolaula/maliseche.

Ndinali mumkhalidwe womwewo monga inu [lipoti lapitalo], kupatula mankhwala ndi opaleshoni . Ndinasiya zolaula modzidzimutsa koma sindinasiye kudziseweretsa maliseche. Ndinagwiritsa ntchito malingaliro anga, mwina tsiku lililonse lachiwiri. Sindinawakakamizenso. Ndikanakhala kuti sindinapumule kapena ndili mumkhalidwe wovuta sindikanachita. Mukayamba kubwerera ku moyo wabwinobwino, mutha kukhala ndi nkhawa yokhudzana ndi kugonana monga momwe ndidachitira ine. Sindinakhalepo ndi vutoli m'moyo wanga wonse koma ndi chinthu chenicheni. Kuda nkhawa konseku ndi kuganizira za mavuto anu kumabweretsa vutoli. Kwa ine kuphatikiza kuleza mtima, mnzanu womvetsetsa, mowa ndipo ngati, mungakhulupirire izi, mawu otumizirana mauthenga masana adandithandiza. Sindikuyesera kupereka malonda aulere koma zinthuzo zikuwoneka kuti zagwira ntchito. Kapena mwina placebo? Ndani akudziwa? Mulimonsemo ndikusangalala kwambiri pakadali pano chifukwa ndikugogoda nsapato monga momwe ndidachitira ndili ndi zaka 18.

Zikomo kwambiri chifukwa cha nkhaniyi. Ndakhala ndikupenga poganiza kuti moyo wanga wogonana watha (Izi zandipatsa mtendere wamumtima.) Koma ndili ndi funso. Ndili ndi zaka 15 ndipo ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 12. Zinayamba ngati makanema osavuta koma posachedwapa ndakhala ndikuchita zinthu zoopsa kwambiri. Pakadali pano sindikuchita chiwerewere chenicheni chifukwa cha msinkhu wanga, koma chizolowezi changa chandidetsa nkhawa kuti moyo wanga wogonana wamtsogolo udzawonongeka chifukwa cha cholakwika chomwe ndidachita ndili wachinyamata. Ndikufunadi kusiya zolaula chifukwa ndikudziwa zotsatira zake tsopano ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuchira ndikusangalala kwambiri ndi atsikana. Kodi mungandifotokozere njira zoyambira zomwe ndiyenera kuchita kuti ndichire chonde? ndipo kodi ndiyenera kupitiriza kudziseweretsa maliseche m'maganizo mwanga kapena ndiyenera kusiya kudziseweretsa maliseche ndi zolaula zonse ziwiri?

Ndakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula kwa zaka 5 zapitazi ndipo ndapeza kuti zakhudza kugonana kwanga . Posachedwapa ndakumana ndi mtsikana wabwino amene ndimakonda kwambiri, koma pankhani yogonana ndi kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi sindinathe. Sindinadziwe kuti izi zingakhale vuto mpaka nditayesa kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Zimandikhumudwitsa kwambiri, kotero ndikudabwa: ngati sindikuyang'ana zolaula, zinganditengere nthawi yayitali bwanji kuti ndibwererenso kugonana kwachilengedwe? Kodi ndi zoona kuti ngati munthuyo wayang'ana zolaula kwa nthawi yayitali kuposa momwe akuchira zingatenge nthawi yayitali? Ndikuganiza kuti ndikayang'ana akazi otentha pa intaneti zimasiyana kwambiri ndi kukhala ndi mtsikana pabedi, kotero kulekerera kuyenera kukhala kwakukulu kwambiri, ndichifukwa chake sindingathe kulimba mtima.

Ndili ndi zaka 33 tsopano, koma ndinapeza zolaula ndili ndi zaka 10 kudzera mu matepi a VHS omwe amayi ndi abambo anga anali nawo mu VCR yawo pamene ndimapita kukaonera kanema . Ndinafufuza chipinda chawo kuti ndipeze zambiri, ndipo ndinapeza kuti anali kubwereka pafupifupi sabata iliyonse. Ndinali nditakopeka nthawi imeneyo. Ndinkadziseweretsa maliseche kangapo patsiku. Sindinachedwetse kwambiri. Tsopano, ndithudi ndimaonera zolaula pa intaneti zokha. Ndimaonera zambiri, ndizonyansa ndipo zatenga moyo wanga kwa nthawi YAIKULU. Ndinapeza kuti sindingathe kugonana mosavuta, kapena ngati ndingathe. Ndiyenera kugwiritsa ntchito Cialis kapena mankhwala wamba, ndipo ngakhale zimenezo sizikugwira ntchito bwino, ngati ndingathe. Pambuyo pake ndinataya mphamvu zonse, ndipo ngakhale nditakwanitsa kugonana, sindinamve chilichonse. Chifukwa chake, ndimatha kukhala nthawi yayitali ngati nditha kuzipeza, zomwe sizichitika kawirikawiri.

Chabwino, nditha kutsimikizira ndi chidaliro chonse ubwino wodziletsa kwambiri ku PMO ndi kuchepetsa malingaliro ogonana. Kugonana kwanga kukukula kwambiri, kulimba komanso kopanda dongosolo masiku a agalu a chilimwe. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndikuchira thanzi langa lonse la kugonana . Sindinamvepo chisangalalo komanso chidwi ndi atsikana ndi akazi enieni azaka zanga kuyambira nditafika msinkhu. Ndine wokwiya kwambiri ndi mahomoni odzaza ndi mphamvu zogonana, ndipo, mosiyana ndi zaka zisanafike zaka zaunyamata, ndikugwiritsa ntchito mphamvuzi ndikupindula nazo mu mawonekedwe a mkhalidwe wabwino wamaganizo ndi mphamvu zambiri zakuthupi zomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Komabe, vuto ndi kugonana kolimba kumeneku ndikuti ubongo wanga wakale uli ngati 'OMG! OMG! Tangoganizirani ngati mutakhala pansi ndikumenya imodzi mwa makanema omwe mumakonda a P. Maganizo anu angaphulike!' Ndikuzindikira kuti ndakhala ndi nthawi yosintha kwambiri pakuchira pamene nthawi yomweyo ndimayamba kuzindikira zovuta ndi zotsatirapo za kugonja ndisanayambe kuchita zinthu zogonana, OSATI NDITATHA! Chifukwa chake ndinapeza lingaliro lopanga loletsa kukhazikika kwa ndodo yanga yotambasuka mwa kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi a kegel. Maseŵero olimbitsa thupi a Kegel amenewa amagwira ntchito makamaka m'minofu ya PC mwa amuna ndipo, akawerenga, amathandizanso kukhala ndi ulamuliro panthawi yogonana, makamaka kwa iwo omwe ali ndi umuna asanakhwime (Si ine ndekha). Lingaliroli ndi lofanana ndi kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi m'madera ena a thupi lanu ndikutenga mphamvu ndikuchepetsa zochita zomwe zingachitike pamene mukuchira. Ndikukonzekeranso kusamba m'madzi ozizira lero kuti ndithetse ululu wa machende womwe ndikuganiza kuti ndi Blue Balls. Komabe, zimandisangalatsa kwambiri kukhutitsidwa ndi malo osakhala a pa intaneti omwe ali pafupi nane ndipo osadalira zinthu zogonana kuti 'ndipange tsiku langa'. Pitirizani kumenyana nkhondo yabwino nonse!

Ndinazindikira kuti ndinali ndi vuto la zolaula mwina miyezi 6 yapitayo ndipo ndinaganiza zochepetsa kwambiri . Choncho m'malo moonera tsiku lililonse, zinachepa kufika mwina kamodzi pa sabata, ndi kuseweretsa maliseche ena pakati pawo. Koma nditawerenga nkhaniyi sindinaonere zolaula kwa mwezi umodzi, ndipo ndinaseweretsa maliseche kasanu ndi kamodzi kokha. Kuchira kwakhala kokwera ndi kotsika kwambiri. Panali sabata imodzi makamaka pomwe ndinaseweretsa maliseche katatu chifukwa mphamvu zanga zogonana zinali zambiri. Koma mkati mwa sabata ndi theka kuyambira sabata imeneyo, sindinathe kupeza mphamvu zogonana, kapena kukhala ndi mphamvu zogonana. Ndikudziwa kuti izi ziyenera kukhala njira yokhumudwitsa, koma ndimaganiza kuti nditatha kupeza mphamvu zogonana kachiwiri ndinachira. Mwezi watha, ndaona kusintha pang'ono m'makhalidwe anga, komanso masiku ena osati kwambiri.

Posachedwapa ndinadabwa pang'ono nditawerenga nkhani ya pa forum (makamaka ambiri) ku Men's Health, komwe anyamata anali kukambirana za mavuto awo ndi izi (zolaula/ED), kungoganizira zinthu zenizeni . Ambiri mwa anyamata achichepere, azaka za m'ma 20 kapena kuposerapo, sangathenso kusangalala ndi mtsikana weniweni, ndipo onsewa amanena kuti ali ndi chizolowezi chogonana ndi amuna kapena akazi anzawo. Anyamata sangakambirane izi momasuka ndi anzawo kapena ogwira nawo ntchito, poopa kusekedwa mumzinda. Koma wina akamafotokoza nkhani yake pa forum yazaumoyo, ndipo pali mayankho 50, 100 ochokera kwa anyamata ena omwe akulimbana ndi chinthu chomwecho ... izi ndi zoona. Ngati ndingathe kusiya, ndipo ED ikachira, ndidzakubwererani ndikukudziwitsani. Zingatenge nthawi. Ndikofunikira kuti1) anyamatawa ali omasuka pankhani imeneyi, pomwe m'malo ena, tiyeni tinene kuti ndi anzawo maso ndi maso kunyumba kapena kuntchito, sangakhale otsimikiza za chinthu choterocho.2) Ambiri a iwo amanena kuti kusiya kapena kuchepetsa kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula/kuseweretsa maliseche n'kovuta kwambiri.3) Palibe kutchulidwa kwakukulu kwa zifukwa zamakhalidwe abwino kapena zachipembedzo zosinthira zizolowezi/moyo wawo pankhaniyi, koma chikhumbo chothandiza chothana ndi ED ndikuwongolera magwiridwe antchito awo m'chipinda "chenicheni".

Ndilemba nkhani yanga mwachidule (zaka 27, mwamuna). Kwa zaka zingapo zapitazi, ndakhala ndikukumana ndi zizindikiro zoipitsitsa za ED . Nditathetsa chibwenzi changa choyamba ndili ndi zaka 21, ndinayamba kumva kutopa nthawi iliyonse ndikagwiritsa ntchito kondomu, koma palibe vuto popanda kondomu. Pafupifupi zaka 23, ndinayamba chibwenzi ndi mtsikana ndipo sindinkatha kutopa ngakhale popanda kondomu, ndipo tinasiyana. Patapita nthawi yochepa, ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito theka la mapiritsi a Viagra kuti ndisunge kutopa kwa mtsikana wina amene ndinali pachibwenzi naye kwa miyezi ingapo, koma sindinathe kutopa naye popanda kondomu. Atathetsa chibwenzi ndi ine, ndinakumana ndi vuto la kuvutika maganizo, manyazi, ndi kudziona ngati wopanda pake zomwe zinapangitsa moyo wanga kukhala wosavuta. Palibe china, ndinali wopanda kanthu mkati mwanga. Zinali zoopsa kwambiri kumva ngati sindingathenso kugonana, makamaka kukhala pachibwenzi ndi wina. Kodi ndingakhale chonchi kwa moyo wanga wonse?

Kugwa komaliza, ndinayamba chibwenzi ndi munthu wina, ndipo ndinali kumwa mobisa magawo a mapiritsi a Viagra, kuyesera kudziletsa ndikamalimbitsa chidaliro changa chogonana. Pambuyo pa miyezi 6, sindinathe kubisanso munthu amene ndimamukonda - ndinamuuza zonse. Sindinamvepo pachiwopsezo m'moyo wanga wonse. Anandiuza kuti amvetsetsa, kuti amandikonda, ndipo titha kuchitapo kanthu limodzi. Anasiyana nane patatha milungu iwiri. Zili bwino, komabe, chifukwa ndazindikira kuti vutoli silidzatha pokhapokha nditayandikira ndikukumana nalo.

Kuyambira pamenepo (masabata 6 apitawo), ndaganiza zopanga kena kake za izi. Ndayandikira mlangizi, yemwe anandiuza kuti mwina ndinali ndi nkhawa yogwira ntchito, yomwe ndimakayikira kale. Ndinapita kwa dokotala ndikuyembekeza kukayezetsa testosterone (zomwe ndikufunikirabe kuchita), koma ndinadabwa kudziwa kuti chizolowezi changa chosuta chamba tsiku lililonse chitha kukhala chothandizira kwambiri ku ED. Lero, ndaphunzira kuti ndikhale ndi vuto la PMB patsamba lino. Kwa zaka zingapo zapitazi, ndakhala ndikusuta chamba ndikugwiritsa ntchito P mpaka MB pafupifupi tsiku lililonse. Nthawi zina, zambiri.

Zithunzi zakhala "zochititsa manyazi" kwambiri, mpaka P nthawi zonse sizimandithandizanso. Ndimatha MB popanda izi, koma ndizovuta kuti ndikhale ndi erection, ndipo malingaliro anga amayenda mosavuta, zomwe zimandipangitsa kuti ndisiyike patsogolo. Ndakhala ndikuchita izi kwa zaka zingapo… .Ndipo tsopano, nditawona tsambali ndi anthu OTHANDIZA kuti athetse nkhawa za magwiridwe antchito ndi ED ndikubwezeretsanso m'maganizo ndikudziletsa ku P / MB, ndikulekanso kuzizira kumeneku. . Kuyambira pomwe pano. Sindikukhulupirira kuti nthawi yonseyi, ndikhoza kukhala ndi chizolowezi cha PMB chomwe chingakhale choyambitsa vutoli. Ndipanga chilichonse kuti ndithane ndi izi. Ndatopa kwambiri kukhala wozunzidwa ndikusowa mapiritsi kuti ndigonane. Sizachilengedwe, alibe thanzi, ndipo amangobisa vutoli. Ndikufuna kusangalala ndi maubale komanso chibwenzi kachiwiri, ndipo ndikulolera kugwira ntchitoyi kuti ndikafike kumeneko.

Ndizotheka kuti vuto langa lakhala limodzi mwa mavuto aakulu kwambiri pano. Ndifotokoza. Kuphatikizapo gawo loyamba la ED ndili ndi zaka 18, ndakhala ndi anthu 31 m'njira inayake yosonyeza kuti ndine wapamtima. Ndikukhulupirira kuti m'zochitika 16 zomwe ndakumana nazo ndinali ndi ED pang'ono. Nthawi zambiri zinali ED kwathunthu. Zina mwazochitikazo zinali ndi amuna. Ndinkaganiza kuti mwina ndingakhale mwamuna kapena mkazi mwachinsinsi, ndipo vuto linali limenelo. Ayi. Zotsatira zake zinali chimodzimodzi ndi amuna. M'zotsalazo, ndinapewa kugonana kotheratu poopa kuti sindingathe kuchita sewero.

China chake chodabwitsa kwambiri chidandichitikira ndipo ndikufuna kudziwa momwe ndingachiritsire. Ndine wowoneka bwino komanso wathanzi, koma chifukwa chokhala wamanyazi komanso wosatetezeka koyambirira kwa moyo wanga ndinalibe (kupatula ochepa omwe ndimapanga) ubale ndi atsikana. Sindimachitanso manyazi, koma chifukwa chosowa chidziwitso nthawi zonse ndimakhala wopanda nkhawa ndi atsikana ndipo zidandipangitsa kukhala namwali wazaka 29. Ndidalemba ganyu woperekeza chifukwa ndimafuna kumasula unamwali wanga usanafike tsiku lobadwa la 30th. Ndipo ndidazichita, ndikugonana koyamba. Koma panachitika chinthu china chosokoneza. Ndinadziwa kale kuti ndili ndi vuto ndi libido yanga komanso erection (zolaula ndi chimodzi mwazifukwa). Koma sindimayembekezera izi. Ndinadikirira tsiku lino kwazaka zambiri ndipo ndinali wokondwa kwambiri. Koma atabwera ndikugona pamwamba panga mbolo yanga inali yofewa kwathunthu! Ndinayerekezera kupita kuchimbudzi ndi kuseweretsa maliseche kumeneko pang'ono, komabe palibe.

Mtsikana amene ndamulemba ntchitoyo ndi waluso kwambiri pantchito yake. Ali ndi malingaliro abwino kwambiri ndipo amachita modzipereka kwambiri. Titalankhula pakati pa ziphuphu adandiuza kuti amakonda ntchitoyo ndipo akumva kuti adabadwira. Adayamwa mbolo yanga akundiyang'ana m'maso ndikundisisita thupi langa ndi dzanja lina ndipo zidatenga nthawi yayitali kuti ndikhale ndi erection (osati 100%) ndikukhala ndi vuto. Titagonana pambuyo pake, adayesetsa kuyamwa mbolo yanga isanayime. Zinatenga nthawi yayitali ndipo kumangidwanso sikunali 100%. Kuposa iye anali pamwamba pa ine ndipo ndinali ndi chiwonetsero chabwino kwambiri. Kuposa iye adagonananso pakamwa kamodzi. Koma ili ndiye gawo lodabwitsa komanso losokoneza kwambiri. Erection ndi, monga mukudziwa, zotheka m'njira ziwiri, chisangalalo chogonana komanso kukondoweza kwa mbolo - kapena zonse ziwiri nthawi imodzi. Ndidali ndi zosankhazo pang'ono kapena zitatu zokha chifukwa chokhwima thupi! Sindinali wokondweretsedwa ndi kugonana konse!

Ndidadikirira izi kwazaka zambiri, ndikuganiza ndikuwonjeza zithunzi zachiwerewere za ena ndipo tsopano ndikuyang'ana mayi uyu akundipatsa ntchito yabwino, akulira ndikundiyang'ana m'maso ndikuchita bwino kwambiri, koma palibe! Ndakhala maola ambiri ndikuyang'ana akazi amaliseche, ndikulota ndikufuna kuwapsompsona, ndikuwakhudza, ndipo tsopano mtsikana wotentha ali wamaliseche ndi ine pabedi ndipo sindisamala ngakhale pang'ono! Chithunzi cha mbolo cholowa mu nyini nthawi zonse chinali chosangalatsa makamaka kwa ine zolaula. Ndinalota tsiku lomwe ndidzaone mbolo yanga motero ndikuganiza kuti kuthamangira kumeneku kudzakhala kotani. Ndipo tsopano ndimayang'ana mbolo yanga kumaliseche kwake pomwe amandikwera ndipo chithunzichi sichinandisangalatse konse! Chowonadi: Pamene anali pamwamba ndinali ndi vuto labwino, koma chifukwa chotsutsana komwe adapanga. Ndimachita chidwi ndi izi. Pomwe amandichitira zachiwerewere kwambiri, ndimamva kuti ndili kutali kwambiri, ngati kuti anali chinthu chopanda moyo, makamaka choyipa, chifukwa ndimakhala wokondwa kwambiri ndi chidole.

Ndikudziwa kuti ndili ndi mavuto (omwe mwina anali okhudzana ndi zolaula) okhudzana ndi kugonana, koma nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti: "Hei, ngati nditapeza kugonana kwa 65 - 70% ndikuyang'ana zithunzi zolaula zofooka pazenera, ndidzakhala wolimba mtima mtsikana wina akayamba kuyamwa mbolo yanga." Koma ayi! Tsiku lotsatira nditakumana ndi mtsikanayo ndinapita patsamba la zolaula kuti ndikaone zomwe zingachitike. Ngakhale kuti ndinagonana katatu ndi mtsikanayo usiku watha, nthawi yomweyo nditaonera zithunzi ndikusisita mbolo yanga ndinapeza kugonana kwa 60 - 70%) ndipo patangopita mphindi zochepa ndinapeza kugonana kwa 3! Sikuti chifukwa chosisita kokha, ndinali ndi chisangalalo chamaganizo ndikuyang'ana zithunzi . Tsiku lapitalo, zithunzi zimenezo zinali zenizeni ndipo ndinali nazo ndipo sizinandisangalatse, koma tsopano zikundisangalatsa. Zithunzi zimandisangalatsa, kugonana kwenikweni sikundisangalatsa. Kodi zimenezo zingatheke bwanji? Ndipo chofunika kwambiri, momwe ndingachiritsire?

Chabwino, ndiye apa. Ndili ndi zaka 19 ndipo ndakhala ndikudziseweretsa maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 12/13 . Ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula nthawi zonse ndipo ndimakhulupirira kuti ndimakonda kwambiri. Ndikagonana ndi akazi zimandivuta kukhala chilili nthawi zonse makamaka kutulutsa umuna. Sindinathepo kutulutsa umuna mkati mwa mkazi ndipo kutulutsa umuna pamaso pa mkazi kwakhala kovuta kwambiri. Ndiyenera kuchita zinthu mwachangu ngati kusewera akalulu kuti ndifike kulikonse, komabe ndikakhala ndi zolaula ndimatha kutulutsa umuna mkati mwa mphindi zochepa. Nthawi yayitali yomwe ndakhala ndilibe zolaula ndi pafupifupi masiku 11, kotero aliyense ali ndi thandizo pa zomwe ndingachite kuti ndipewe kuonera zolaula. Ndikudziwa kuti munganene kuti siyani kuzionera. N'zosavuta koma zili ngati kuuza munthu wosuta fodya kuti asiye kusuta, sizichitika bwino. Chifukwa chake mungathandize, upangiri ndi zina zotero. Ndikuyamika kwambiri. Zikomo kwambiri kwa aliyense. Lewis

[Tsopano ndili ndi zaka 28] Ndinakhala bodza kwa zaka ziwiri ndi chibwenzi changa chomaliza. Kwa zaka ziwiri, ndinkabisala ndikutenga nthawi yogwiritsira ntchito cialis ndi viagra (yogulidwa pa intaneti) ndisanachite zogonana. Zinali zamisala. Kukonzekera kovuta. Pamapeto pake, monga anyamata ambiri, ndinatopa. Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula kwambiri, mpaka kuseweretsa maliseche pamene iye anali kugona. Kodi mkazi wosakwatiwa angapikisane bwanji ndi nyenyezi zambirimbiri za HD zomwe zimachita zinthu zovuta kwambiri? Ndikutsimikiza kuti ambiri a inu pano mungagwirizane, muli ndi ma tabu 10 otseguka a zithunzi zosiyanasiyana za zolaula, koma osapeza zochitika zosangalatsa kapena zamphamvu mokwanira. Nthawi zonse mumayang'ana kuti zochitika zimenezo zithe.

Chabwino, ED inakula kwambiri. Ine ndinathyola izo ndi iye zitachitika izo. Poyamba kwa iye, mu LTR ina, ndimangopita ku GF yanga kundipatsa ntchito zanga. Zinali ngati kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndinali nditapanga feteleza ya HJ. Iye anali wokongola, chitsanzo kwenikweni. Koma monga mu ubale wamtsogolo, zolaula zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri. Ndili ndi chikumbukiro chodziwikiratu cha nthawi yomwe ali pa bedi langa, mu satini zovala, zomwe zimaperekedwa kwa ninsiti. Ine ndikhoza kuwona momwe iye analiri wokongola. Ndi angati anyamata angapange nthochi. Ndipo komabe sindinadziwe kuti ndine wokondwa. Ine ndimadziwa kuti chinachake chinali cholakwika.

Sindimaganiza kuti ndasochera…

Sindinaganizepo kuti ndine wokonda zolaula. Nthawi iliyonse ndikawona positi pa reddit yokhudza kusabereka, ndimangoseka. "Kubereka mwana ndi chinthu chachibadwa, bwanji wina angasiye?" Tsopano ndikudziwa kuti kubereka mwana sikoipa. Komabe, kubereka mwana ndi zolaula…

Winawake anafotokoza mu ndemanga chifukwa chake anthu angasankhe kusayang'ana zolaula, ndikusiya kudziseweretsa maliseche, komanso kugwirizana ndi ubongo wanu pa zolaula , komanso subreddit iyi. Ndinayamba kuwerenga pang'ono patsamba lino. Poyamba ndinatsutsa kotheratu kuti "izi ndi sayansi yabodza" ndipo "izi zikugwira ntchito kwa anthu ena, osati ine". Koma zinandipangitsa kukhala ndi vuto mu ubongo wanga.

Zimanditengera nthawi yayitali kuti ndifike pachimake. Ndili ndi mnzanga. Timagonana. Ngakhale ndikamugonana, sindingathe nthawi zonse kugona. Takhala limodzi pafupifupi zaka zinayi, ndipo sanathe kundiseweretsa maliseche ndikundipangitsa kugona. Palibe kamodzi, m'zaka zinayi. Ndinkaganiza kuti ndi momwe ndilili, osati wokhumudwa kwambiri. Koma kenako ndinaganiza za izi. Ndikaonera zolaula, ndimatha kugona msanga, nthawi zina mphindi (ngakhale kuti nthawi zina zimatha nthawi zonse).

Ndinayamba kuganizira za izi, ndi zomwe ndinawerenga pa ubongo wanu pa zolaula. Ndidadzifunsa ngati zikukhudzadi ine. Ndidati, "Sindimakonda, ndimatha kusiya nthawi iliyonse". Kotero ine ndinatero. Sindinalembe tsikulo kapena chilichonse, chifukwa sindinawone kuti zikundikhudza. Ndikuganiza kuti mwina anali sabata yatha, ngakhale mwina akhala awiri. Sindikukumbukiranso.

Ndiye lero. Ndinkafunadi kuonera zolaula ndikuzisiya. Ndipo ndinaganiziradi za izo. Kodi ndikufunikadi kuonera zolaula? N’chifukwa chiyani ndimadzimva kuti ndikukakamizidwa? Nthawi zambiri ndinkagonja, koma pazifukwa zina, ndinabwerera ku ubongo wanu pa zolaula. Ndipo ndinawerenga zina. Ndipo pamapeto pake ndinapeza masamba awa Chifukwa chiyani ndimakonda zolaula kwambiri… ndi mayeso a zolaula a ED . Ndipo ndinazindikira kuti ndine ameneyo. Ndinaganiza za mbiri yanga ndi zolaula, makamaka ndisanapeze mnzanga, ndipo ndinazindikira kuti ndimakonda kwambiri zolaula.

Ndikufuna kulemba mbiri yanga ndi zolaula, ndi anzanga, chifukwa ndikaganiza kwambiri za izi ndimazindikira kuti ndizovuta. Koma ndikuganiza kuti ndizisungira positi ina.

TL;DR Sindinayang'ane zolaula lero.

NKHANI YANGA !!! (Zomwe Ndikuchitira Izi)

Chabwino ndiyambe ndikuthokozani chifukwa chowerenga positi yanga yoyamba! Ndinadziwitsidwa koyamba za zolaula ndi msuweni wanga ndili ndi zaka 7. Moyo wanga unasintha kuyambira pamenepo, ndinali wokonda mankhwala osokoneza bongo atsopanowa. Posakhalitsa ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula pakompyuta ndikakhala ndekha ngati mwayi uliwonse womwe ndimapeza ndikuchita maliseche. Ndidachita izi ngati masiku 3-5 pa sabata! Ndinaganiza kuti silinali vuto kotero ndidapitilira mpaka nditakwanitsa 18 (zaka zapano). Ndaphunzira kuti sizolondola chifukwa cha google, ndiye google idanditumiza kuno. Tsopano ndili ndi vuto lalikulu !!! (mwachisawawa) sindingathenso kupeza ma boners opanda zolaula, mtsikana akhoza kukhala patsogolo panga wamaliseche atagwada ndipo palibe chomwe chingatuluke. Izi zimandipangitsa kudzimva kuti sindili mwamuna ndipo ziyenera kukhala chifukwa chake ndikuchitira izi. Izi zikuyenera kundichotsa pa zolaula zomwe ndamva, NDIKUFUNA KUTI NDIKHALE NDI MANHOOD !!! (Zabwino zonse paulendo wanu!)

Njira yanga yopita kuchipatala, osadziwika ndi mkazi wanga.

Pafupi ndi ma 3-4 masabata apitawo amandigunda kuti ndili ndi vuto la PMO. Ndakhala ndikugwiritsira ntchito zolaula, nthawi imodzi patsiku ngakhale nditakhala wosakwatiwa kapena pachibwenzi. Sindinazindikire kuti linali vuto mpaka ndinapereka masabata angapo apitawo. Ine ndinagwidwa ngakhale kawiri ndi mkazi wanga, ndiye chibwenzi. Anandipweteka kwambiri ndipo anati ndinamuona kuti sangakwanitse kupita kumbuyo kuti ndikaone zithunzi zolaula. Nthawi yachiwiri iye anandigwira ine, anati ngati adzandigwirizananso ubwenzi wathu ukanatha.

Ndimamuwombera panthawiyo, ndinamuuza kuti ndiime, koma mobisa wakhala akugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kumbuyo kwake. Ndikuyang'ana kumbuyo ndikuzindikira momwe zinalili wosalankhula, ndinali kuika chinthu choopsa kwambiri pamoyo wanga, mkazi wanga, kuti ndingathe kuwononga? Ndi zopusa bwanji pamene ndimasiya kuganizira za izo.

Chimene chimandipangitsa ine kuzindikira kuti ndiri ndi vuto linali mu October ine ndinachotsedwa. Ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula musanayambe ntchito zokhudzana ndi 5-10 maminiti kuti muzichita maliseche, ku 30, 40, 60 mpikisano wamaminiti nthawi zambiri patsiku. Nditangoyamba kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula zambiri ndinayamba ED. Ndinasokonezeka kwambiri, mantha, mantha, nkhawa, ndi zina zotero. Izi zinapitilira miyezi yambiri ya 2, zinkawoneka ngati ndimayesa kugonana ndikulephera, ndikungogwiritsa ntchito zolaula, yesetsani ndikudziyesa ndekha, onetsetsani ngati ndingathe kupeza erection. Ndinapezeka ndikuyang'ana mitundu yoipa kwambiri ya zolaula kuti nditheke. Zonse zomwe zimakhala zolaula zizindikiro zomwe ndaphunzira tsopano.

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Zokukomerani. Ine ndatsala pang'ono kukhala mumkhalidwe womwewo. Zaka zapakati pa makumi anayi, ndinali ndi vuto la ED kwazaka pafupifupi khumi, koma ndimagwira mozungulira ndi mnzanga, kotero ndidasiya kuzindikira mpaka zaka 3 zapitazo, pomwe idayamba kukhala yoperewera. Kuwona madokotala ochepa, palibe cholakwika mwakuthupi, nthawi zonse samazindikira - samafunsa za zolaula. Ndinkaganiza kuti panali kulumikizana ndi chizolowezi changa cha PMO koma sindinakhale wotsimikiza, chifukwa chake ndidapitilizabe. Mwezi wapitawu gf yanga idachoka, ndipo ndidaganiza zothetsera vutoli kwanthawi zonse, apo ayi ndilibe chidaliro chokwanira chofikira akazi atsopano. Tapeza gulu ili ndi kanema wa Tedx, adayamba kuzizira pafupifupi sabata yapitayo, akumva bwino kale (kusangalala, mphamvu zowonjezera).

Monga inu, ndimachokera m'masiku asanakwane pa intaneti, sindinapeze maliseche ndisanafike zaka 30, zachilendo momwe zingamvekere, ndiyembekeza kuti ndibwezeretsere mphamvu yanga yakale. Osavutika kwambiri chifukwa chodzipatula, popeza chizolowezi changa chinali kamodzi kapena kawiri pamlungu mulimonse - koma izi zimatha kuvuta pakapita nthawi. Ndikufuna kuwona kuti zimatenga nthawi yayitali bwanji kuti ndiyambe kukhala ndi maloto onyentchera, chifukwa andipatsa mwayi.

Ngati mukusintha, mutha kufunsa dokotala kuti asinthe Viagra ndi Cialis, yomwe ndi yofatsa kwambiri, yomwe imakhala ndi zotsatirapo zochepa kwambiri. Kwa ine, pafupifupi theka la piritsi ya 5 mg Cialis nthawi zambiri imakhala yokwanira kuti ibwezeretse ntchito yonse. Koma mwachidziwikire ndikufuna kuti ndizichita izi ndekha, popanda mtundu uliwonse wazamankhwala.

Bwino ndi kukhala olimba.

Kodi ine ndakhala wotani? [Longerera / kufuula thandizo]

Kuyambira pano, ndidzakhala woyamba kuvomereza kuti zomwe zikutsatira ndikulira kopempha thandizo, kumvera chisoni komanso kuyesa kudzimva kuti ndine wabwino. Koma ndikungofunika kutuluka, kwinakwake.

Ndangokhala ndi zaka 26 Lachisanu latha. Ndili ndi ntchito yabwino (ziwerengero 6), nditamaliza maphunziro ku yunivesite yapamwamba 5 pa maphunziro athunthu, 6'2 "wamtali, wokwanira (atha kutaya flab) ndikuzunguliridwa ndi abwenzi. Koma ndikudana ndi moyo wanga. Inde, ndikudziwa kuti pali anthu ambiri kunja kuno omwe ali ndi vuto loyipa, koma izi zimangondipangitsa kumva kuwawa. Ngakhale ndili nazo zonse, ndimadzimva wopanda pake komanso wosasangalala.

Ndimayesetsa kupewa anthu ngakhale akupempha / kutumizirana mameseji ndikupempha kuti ndipite nawo. M'malo mwake ndimakhala mu ofesi yanga (inde, mu mulungu wanga damn office), edging. Ngati ndikutulutsidwa kunja, malingaliro anga amakhala kwinakwake.

Ndakhala ndikukumbukira kosalekeza kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 10 ndipo zidakhala zoyipa kwambiri ku koleji. Ndinkakhala pafupifupi nthawi yanga yonse yopuma ku koleji ndikukula. Pomwe ndikadakhala ndikukumana ndi anthu odabwitsa, atsikana okwatirana, akuchita zinthu zosangalatsa. Ndinasiya kukhala m'modzi mwa anyamata odziwika kwambiri kusekondale mpaka kukhala wopanda koleji. Ndinapitiliza kugwedezeka.

Ndimalankhula zinenero 6 ndipo ndimasankha kuyankhula ndi wina aliyense. M'malo mwake ndimadziyesa kuti ndine winawake (kwenikweni, ndidayika chithunzi cha mnzanga ndikudziyesa kuti ndine wachinyamata waku Sweden) ndikunyamula azimayi pa r / gonewild. Inde, ndichoncho, ndimakhala ndi mwayi komanso mwayi wopatsidwa, ndimagwiritsa ntchito nthawi yanga yaulere ndikutumizira atsikana pa GW ndikuwapangitsa kuti azicheza ndi ine.

Choyipa chachikulu ndichakuti ngati ndikadafuna, mwina ndikadakhala pachibwenzi ndi atsikana ambiri. Ndinangowanyalanyaza. Palibe chisoni chomwe chidatsalira mwa ine. Akazi ndi zinthu chabe. Mwinanso ndakhala ndikugona azimayi a 25 + usiku umodzi ndipo ndakhala pachibwenzi cha 1 chokhacho chomwe chidatha posachedwa modzidzimutsa (ndidamugwira akundinyenga patatha miyezi yayitali). Ndimaganiza kuti ndili nazo zonse, kuti akazi agwa okha kuti akhale ndi ine, koma mtsikana m'modzi yemwe ndidasankha kukhala naye ndikudzitsegulira, adakhala wachiwerewere wonyenga. Ndikuganiza kuti mwalandira zomwe mukuyenera.

Anzanga amaganiza kuti ndimasewera - chifukwa sindimawona atsikana kangapo. Mukufuna kudziwa chifukwa? Ndi chifukwa ndili ndi ED. Ndimakumana nawo kumakalabu, ndimawasangalatsa (kapena kuwanyenga), ndikuwagona. Ndiye sindingathe kuzimva. Chifukwa chake ndimawamenya (osati mwankhanza, mochulukira mwa Dom / sub way). Ambiri aiwo amakonda (zimandidabwitsa nthawi zonse). Ndimadzuka m'mawa, ndikupanga zifukwa zodziperekera kuntchito (ngakhale itakhala Lamlungu) ndikuwaponyera kunja. Ndimachita manyazi kuwaonanso. Ndi wakale wanga, ndimagwiritsa ntchito mavutowo ndikumukhutitsa. Mwinanso ndidayenera kulandira chinyengo. Ndinali kubera nthawi yonse inenso. Zachisoni. Ndine womvetsa chisoni. Zaka 26, wokwanira komanso tambala wopanda pake ndi zaka zolaula. Hoorah!

Kotero ndili pano - sindinapite patali masiku 42, koma ndakhala ndikudya mozama kuyambira tsiku langa lobadwa sabata yatha (yomwe ndimakhala ndekha! Ngakhale abwenzi anga akufuna kundipangira phwando). Ndili ndi mayeso akulu omwe akubwera kusukulu yamalonda sabata yamawa - ndipo m'malo mowerenga, ndikuwongolera. Ndangogwiritsa lero lonse (kuphatikiza nthawi yakugwira ntchito), ndikutumizira azimayi pa GW. Ndikudziwa ndikapeza 700+ mwina nditha kupita ku Harvard kapena ku Stanford. M'malo mwake ndimakhala pano ndikutsitsa tambala wanga kudzera mu jinzi langa, ndikutsitsimutsa reddit ndikuyembekeza kuti m'modzi mwa atsikana omwe ndidatumiza uthenga kubweza uthenga wanga. ZIMENE FUCK YALAKWITSA NDI INE?

Gawo loyipitsitsa ndikudziwa kuti ndili ndi kuthekera kochita zinthu zazikulu koma kukhala wamantha kwambiri. Kuzengereza zinthu mpaka kumapeto, kenako ndikudalira ntchito yomaliza kuti mupeze. Sindikudziwa kuthekera kwanga ndipo ndizomwe zimayamwa kwambiri. Sindingathe kulamulira zofuna zanga. Ndili ngati fucking fiend fiend. Ndimadzinyansitsa. Ndili ndi nkhawa kuti mwina nditha kudzuka m'mawa wina ndikukhala Patrick Bateman.

Ndiyenera kusiya kukonza ndikukonzekera ntchito yanga / mayeso. Nthawi yoti ndikonzekere ndikuyika moyo wanga womvetsa chisoni kunjako kuti aliyense awone. Ndakhumudwitsa makolo anga, mchimwene wanga, anzanga, anthu osadziwika omwe adandipititsa kukoleji. Ndakhala ngati chidutswa chopanda mphamvu.

Sindikudziwa china choti ndinene. Koma zimamveka ngati cathartic kulemba zonsezi. Chonde ndiloleni ndipeze mphamvu zamkati kuti ndisinthe. Chonde.

Zonse zimakhala zomveka tsopano.

Nditamaliza kulumikiza madontho pakati pa ED ndi zolaula, ndidaseka. Sindikukhulupirira kuti zinali zowonekeratu bwanji ndikangovomereza lingalirolo.

Zambiri sizimandisangalatsa kwenikweni pa nthawi yomwe ED kuchokera pa zolaula idayamba kulowa (kapena ikadadziwulula yokha ndi bwenzi lenileni), chifukwa ndinali pachibwenzi chamtali kwa zaka zinayi chomwe chikadapangitsa kusowa kwa thupi kukhudzana mu kanema "Iye" kuthamangira ndalama zake. Ndinatembenukira ku zolaula kuti ndilembere zomwe ndinalibe. Izi zisanachitike komanso kuwononga nthawi yaubwenzi ndimayang'ana zolaula, koma ndinalibe ED ndipo ndimangogwiritsa ntchito zolaula kamodzi mumwezi wabuluu. Kamodzi pamwezi wabuluu ndimasandulika kawiri patsiku, ndipo ndimadutsa pazosintha zonse zomwe zimachitika chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito zolaula. Ndinalibe ma binges owopsa kwambiri (kugwiritsa ntchito nthawi yochulukirapo, osatenga nawo gawo m'moyo, ndi zina zambiri), koma zinali zofunikira kwambiri pazomwe ndimachita popanda kundizindikira.

Nditathetsa chibwenzicho, ndinasamukira kuchinthu china mwachangu pambuyo pake ndipo ndinakhumudwa kwambiri, ndinali wopunduka ngati tinthu tonyowa tomwe timagudubuka pabedi ndi mtsikana yemwe anali atandikonzekeretsa kulumpha mafupa ake. Ndinali wamanyazi pang'ono, koma ndidayifotokoza chifukwa chokhala ndi watsopano ndipo inali nthawi yoyamba kwanthawizonse. Ndimakumbukira ndikubwera kunyumba ndikufunsa mafunso komanso moseketsa, ndinasewera maliseche kuti nditsimikizire kuti ndikhoza kuzipeza mosavuta. / akugwedeza mutu. Ndinayesanso tsiku lotsatira ndipo zomwezo zinachitikanso. Ndimaganiza kuti mwina sindinali wokonzeka kukhala ndichinthu chakuthupi ndikupitilira posachedwa.

Miyezi ingapo idadutsa ndipo ndidakumana ndi mtsikana yemwe amafanana ndi zolaula zomwe ndimakonda. Iye anali ndi zizindikiro zonse, wokongola, ndi wopotozedwa pamene amabwera. Uwu ndiye mtundu wa msungwana yemwe ndimakumbukira ndikulumbira kuti zitha kundipangitsa kukhala bwenzi losangalala kwambiri. Kanthawi pang'ono pambuyo pake amakhala usiku umodzi ndipo ngakhale atadzigulira ndekha munjira zina, sindinapeze erection. Nthawi yowopsya. Anadziimba mlandu (osamvera zina) kotero amangoyesayesa mwamphamvu ndipo kwa milungu ingapo osateteza nkhaniyi kapena kukhumudwitsidwa chifukwa inali njira imodzi yokha pakamwa ndikuthira. Nthawi yonseyi, ndimayang'anabe zolaula ndikupeza zovuta pafupifupi nthawi yomwe ndimanena pamaso pa kompyuta yanga. Koma eya, ndiyeneranso kungokhala wamanjenje ngakhale sindinamve. / akugwedeza mutu.

Mwezi watha ndidakumana ndi mtsikana wina yemwe ndayenda pang'onopang'ono kwambiri ndizomwe ndimakhala womasuka kuchita. Pamapeto pake timayamba kuledzera kuphwando komwe amakhala, ndikuyamba kupusitsa pang'ono popanda cholinga choti tizigonana. Sindinakhulupirire kuti kungoyenda ndikumpsompsona mayi uyu yemwe ndimamukonda kwambiri komanso kumusamala sikunandipangitse kukhala kovuta, ngakhale titayankhula zodikira kwakanthawi. Ndinapita kunyumba tsiku lotsatira ndipo pafupi ndi chifuniro Googled "palibe erection popanda zolaula" ndipo ndinakumana ndi yourbrainonporn. Ubongo wanga uyenera kuti udawala ngati mtengo wa Khrisimasi ukuwerenga ngakhale malongosoledwe oyambira. Izi zinali. Ichi ndichifukwa chake sindinali kupeza zovuta kwa akazi abwinobwino koma ndimatha kusangalala nthawi yomwe ndimayamba kufunafuna zolaula. Zinandipangitsa kuseka. Zomwe ndimatha kuchita ndikuseka ndima paliponse chifukwa chazomveka zake. Ndipo zinthu zonse zomwe ndimachita kuti ndizikhala bwino zimangowonjezera mavuto. Pali zoseketsa kumeneko kwa ine. Zinali zoseketsa kwambiri pomwe sindimadziwa kuti gehena anali ndi vuto lanji kapena zomwe ndimachita.

Ndinasiya kuseweretsa maliseche usiku womwewo (18th Jan) ndikupita pafupifupi sabata osayang'ana chilichonse. Ndinalowa ndipo ndinayang'ana zithunzi zochepa dzulo ndipo liwiro linali lamisala. Sindinachite maliseche, koma ndinkafunadi ndipo ndinali wokwiya kuti sindingathe. Patapita kanthawi ndinali wokwiya kwambiri kuti ndimalola china chake kundigwira.

Ndinawerenga zolemba za TheUnderdog ndipo ndipitiliza kuyesetsa kuti ndisaganizire zolaula momwe ndingathere. Ndikuyang'ana malingaliro ndi chilimbikitso polimbana ndi vutoli. Zikomo aliyense powerenga komanso chilichonse chomwe muli nacho.